Journal Entry for June 4, 2008
June 4, 2008 3:42am
I have my group session this morning, cant say that I really feel like going as Id rather not talk to people but I also dont like failure and I …
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2:50am, May 18, 2009
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About Me
caf
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About Me
Fat and forty is the short version. I am the Manager of a residential home for senior citizens many with dementia. Work is a passion and tend to be a work a holic. Have been with my partner 13 years we live 5 minutes from the beach and 5 minutes from the country. I grew up in a sleepy village in Norfolk, spent my twenties in London and 13 years moved North to be close to my Dad as he moved back home after my Mum passed. He is remarried and doing ok. I have an older brother who also moved up here with his wife and son, my newphew has always kept us close I love them to bits.
Fat and forty is the short version. I am the Manager of a residential home for senior citizens many with dementia. Work is a passion and tend to be a work a holic. Have been with my partner 13 years we live 5 minutes from the beach and 5 minutes from the country. I grew up in a sleepy village in Norfolk, spent my twenties in London and 13 years moved North to be close to my Dad as he moved back home after my Mum passed. He is remarried and doing ok. I have an older brother who also moved up here
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When not at work I love being at home my partner and the dogs. We have an avery with budgies and cockatiels and would love to live on a small holding with loads of animals. I love watching football and support Newcastle United. I play darts for a local team on a Tuesday, i enjoy it more than im good at it. I enjoy a drink and will only dance if iv had to many. By nature il do anything for anyone and try to please everyone. I smoke to much eat to much. My partner is a stay at home person so dont get out much. I like to be in control and tend to expect to much from others and end up feeling disapointed.
When not at work I love being at home my partner and the dogs. We have an avery with budgies and cockatiels
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Hello Caf, how are you today....Beautiful evening here after a wash out Bank holiday. XX
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Wishing you a great weekend, speak soon, HUGE HUGS !!!!love jen xxx
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thank you for the hug. But I got stuck in, put the radio up high and ploughed through. Took me two and a half hours and boy have I earned this cup of tea. My love to you, I am so glad you are back. take care Carolin XX
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Am hugging you back darling. I am just looking a a huge pile of ironing, I don't want to do it but no one else will so I'd better just put the radio on and make a start. I know I'll feel better once it's finished. XX
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
sexually abused by two family members when aged 8 - 12 rape and more
Close Eating Disorders
started comfort eating at 8 coincided with sexual abuse and have not stopped since
Treatments
Open Obesity
CHildhood abuse, food addiction, self harm, low self esteem are some of the issues I have been trying to fce up to for a few months, slow progress in all areas
Treatments
- Meridia Too Soon to Tell
- only been taking for 6 weeks
- Weight Watchers Too Soon to Tell
- been trying for 6 weeks, works when its stuck to
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Lesbian 41 lon term relationship 13 years. My partner is 19 and a half years older than me and in the last year or so i have struggled with my feelings. Sometimes the things we want are so far apart and constant compromise is hard. I have also recent began councelling for childhood incestual abuse
Open Stillbirth
My boys were still born at 17 and ahalf weeks, although twenty years ago this August I have only just started the grieving process. Because of child abuse and trauma at time of birth (in my Journals) i could not have more, I have a big empty space in my heart and a head full of unanswered questions.
Open Self-Injury
Survivormi hope, child incest, teenage rape, adult physical abuse, stillbirth of twin sons. Coping releases are eating disorder and self injury
Treatments
- Group Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- Tattoos Somewhat Helpful
