Journal

Well my psychiatrist has prognosed me with temporal lobe epilepsy and I'm wating for my EEG results which are expected soon but for the first time I have looked up the symptoms of TLE. I have to say they describe the past 5 or 6 months of my life really well and little bits of my life all over the rest of it. Regardless of what the EEG says I'm subscribing to the idea that this is what's happening. My next hope is that they give me effective brain candy (medication) before my exams. Otherwise I'll have some interesting marks.

Albeit rather frightening I do find some comfort in knowing why things have been so strange for the last few months. 

Well I just created a goal for myself and all the people who want to stare at it but the basics of it you can read. I'm not doing the intimacy thing ever! I've set the slider to 0 because there really is no progression and I'll put it in my will that when I die the slider be set to 100% (That's the only way it's make sense)

As for the state of mind, bar the stupid feelings of loneliness that won't go away I'm actually very quite happy! I wrote a physics test today that I was really worried about but because I studied non-stop for a whole weekend I did ok in it. Not sure if I did well but I'm pretty sure I passed.

Well I'm sitting in the computer labs at my university, trying to start (let alone finish) a physics assignment due tomorrow. (and it's already 11:45pm)  In an ok state of mind. I must just really stop the journal thing. Guess I'm just very contemplative now...

Regardless!

Hi! My name is Adrian and I'm planning on never having sex again! Been going well for 8 months now and still going strong! All I need help with is completely killing if my sex drive because even looking at guys is getting on my nerves. (Just the fact that I'm still attracted...)