Journal Entry for July 27, 2009
July 27, 2009 5:25pm
xbekahx
1:15pm, October 12, 2009
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About Me
xbekahx
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About Me
NOT USING THIS ATM PLEASE ADD ME ON fACEBOOK IF YOU WANT TO STAY IN TOUCH! http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=661492281&ref=frmf ______________________________________________________________________ Recently gave My life to christ 25/1/09 bestest day of my life! Since then things have been so much better! I have anxiety and depression with God and Prozac on my side I can beat it! I'm currently studying my NVQS in early years work in a nursery with 2-5 year olds which i love!! I hope to go to uni one day and train to be a early years teacher! I'm a bit of a hippy at heart I hate conflict of any kind "Love" and "peace" are i supose my two sorta motto words LMAO! I can be kinda crazy and mad at time which I thinks a good thing! Who wants to be normal? Not me thats far to boring LOL! My favourite sound is Laughter! Love it! I have my issues but don't we all?! Animals are my life!I have a gourgous black cat called Jak who I love soooooooo much cutest cat around! I love every kind of animal! Even spiders and rats Aimee lol!
NOT USING THIS ATM PLEASE ADD ME ON fACEBOOK IF YOU WANT TO STAY IN TOUCH! http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=661492281&ref=frmf ______________________________________________________________________ Recently gave My life to christ 25/1/09 bestest day of my life! Since then things have been so much better! I have anxiety and depression with God and Prozac on my side I can beat it! I'm currently studying my NVQS in early years work in a nursery with 2-5 year olds which i love!! I hope to go to
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My cat! And looking after kids! Work with 2-5 year olds at a nursery school which I love! So much fun! Love Eastenders and corrie! I love music couldnt live in silence always have to have noise lol! Love Rock/Indie music! Love Nirvana R.I.P. Kurt! Greenday rocks so does the foo fighters and the chilli peppers. Love Coldplay expecially Fix you bestest song ever means so much to me and Scouting for girls lol! I like going to the gym! I love laughing its good to laugh it healthy, but I have a slight problem I always laugh at the worst time like when I was on the bus this man went running in a lamp post and fell back the whole bus went silent part from me and my friend who want in to complete hysterics I felt so bad lmao! :)
My cat! And looking after kids! Work with 2-5 year olds at a nursery school which I love! So much fun!
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Hey, how are you doing sweetie> Long time no talk. Heres a huge hug. I;ll try and write more soon.
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BEKAH!!! same as aimee! lol where have u been missy!!! i was worried! are u ok?? whats new? how are u? ive missed u like crazy! so london hasnt worked out yet bcuz of passports but im getting mine soon..and then im so coming lol :) dont disappear again pleaseeee :)
I’m With You
Hello xbekahx...Good luck with the NVQ...I did NVQ3 in care a few years back...People would tell me it stood for "Not Very Qualified" I found it quite tough and repetitive though. Peace,love and lights at ya
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bekahhhhh makes me smile!! :D yay bekah. miss u. hows london? i really hope ur doing great hun!!! love u!! xoxo mal
Little Love
April 25, 2009. To all my wonderful friends. I am having a lot of problems with my personal messaging. DS has cut my friends list off at L. I am not even sure friends before L are getting my messages. They keep writing me saying they haven't heard from me in a long time. aaauurrrgggghhhhh! If you happen to share any of my friends please let them know what is going on. I wrote to Doug & the help desk but haven't heard anything back yet. (surprise) I really do not want to lose any of my friends here. I love you all so much. Talking to you all means so much to me. It helps me keep on going . Helps maintain my sanity. I guess I should clarify that, helps maintain what I have left of my sanity. lol Maybe it is mixed up with all this new stuff they are doing here. So if you do not hear from me please check my journal for any updates on my oh so interesting! :oP lol. Love, me - Kathy
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Close Anxiety
Have suffered from anxiety for a about 4/5 years it got really bad that i wouldnt leave the house and completley isolated myself i'm lot better than i was then but still have my struggles with anxiety!
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- makes me think clearer.
Close Teen Anxiety
Have suffered from anxiety for a about 4/5 years it got really bad that i dropped out at school when i was 12 and wouldnt leave the house and completley isolated myself i'm lot better than i was then but still have my struggles with anxiety!
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have suffered from depression for a number of years. Im better than i have been in the past but still have days where i just dont want to be here.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I try to think positivly but it doesnt always work.
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- I feel alot calmer.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Have counselling for about 3 years it has really helped to talk to someone.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- It does help, but sometimes i dont think they understand me.
Open Dyspraxia & Apraxia
I got diagnosed with dyspraxia when i was 8. Am very clumsy! Its really anoying!
Treatments
- Occupational Therapy Working / Worked
- had it when i was 8 and 9 from what i remember it worked.
Open Parkinson's Disease
My grandad suffers from parkinson. Its really sad to see him deteriate. It is also anoying because he refuses to take any meds. But i will continue to suport him!
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Vegetarianxbekahx hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
Type: Social PhobiaI kind of freak out in social situations and try to avoid them as much as possible. Am better than have been i dont avoid them as much as i used to!
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Eat Less Working / Worked
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
Open Fitness Goals
Type: Improve overall fitnessTreatments
Open Seasonal Affective Disorder
I'm not sure if i have sad, because i love the winter but i absolutley hate the summer i dont no why i just feel really depressed all the time but as soon as it winter i feel better! Obviouisly i still get depressed but not as much as in the summer! I know usually its the other way round but i like to be different lol! :)
Open Environmental Allergies
Type of allergy: PollenI suffer from hayfever! Constant sniffles and sneezing during the summer months!
Treatments
- Cyproheptadine Somewhat Helpful
- Zyrtec Somewhat Helpful
Open Family Issues
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
Get bad pms! Get really down and kinda hate the world and everyone in it! I kinda snap at everyone I feel really bad afterwards... :)
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Open Anemia
Been to doctors today and said that I may have anemia won't no until blood test results come through so will update then! So thought I'd join to find out more about it! :)
Open Bullying
Got bullied from age of 4 to 9 then i moved school. Dont no why I was bullied! People just hated me! There was the name calling and then the physical bullying! Hated school! Ages 9-11 where pretty cool! Then went to secondary school which was pretty shit! My confidence was pretty warn down was paronoid constantly bullying started again had a mental break down and ended up in psyciatric ward great times! I am now 16 out of school yay! Bulling still haunts me hence the depression! :)
Open Loneliness
I feel lonely alot I feel nobody understands me! I even feel lonely in room packed full of people! :)
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
Have socail anxiety! Its sucks!
Open Depression Supporters
I have depression my self! But i also no people who i am close to with it and I try to support them as much as possible!
Treatments
Open Food Allergies
Type of allergy: Other FoodsNot sure whether I have a dairy allergy got quite a few symptons of it lol and my mums got it so may do better go and the doctor lol! :)
Open Sports Injuries
Type: Tennis Elbow (Lateral Epicondylitis)owwwwwwwwwww it hurts lol! Got tennis elbow! Cant move it at the momeent!
Treatments
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- Ice Pack Too Soon to Tell
- Physical Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I never actuallly admitted it to anyone because i feel embarressed and bad for the abusers I know that sounds stupid.... I have been abused on and off since I was 4 emotionally and physically by various people in my family and out of my family! I just can not cope with it anymore I have had enough....
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- Im trying to
- Leave Considering
- I want to runaway and never look back...
- Music Working / Worked
- I seriously think I would not be here without music...
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- hmm im not sure if it is helping me! I told her bout life at home she say its a child protection issue and she wants to report my family to the social services I paniked and said no way she now arranged a meeting to speak to my mum and dad without its kind of freaking me out...
- Talking Not Working
- Does screaming at eachover count as talking lol?!
Open DailyStrength Members Community
xbekahx hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Back Pain
For along as i can remember Ive had a "bad back" due to bad posture because of dyspraxia! :)
Treatments
- Bedrest Working / Worked
- Feels best when im laying flat on stomach im that makes sense?!!
- Heat Working / Worked
- Helps short term
- Ibuprofen Working / Worked
- Helps short term
- Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Have had it on and off over the years thinking about going to GP again and asking to be rerefered to physio theriapist!
- Stretching Working / Worked
- Helps short term
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