Journal Entry for November 10, 2009
I keep deleting everything I type........I have nothing good to say
I'm 46, I had 3 children but raised 5, I have 5 grandchildren. I had a stroke almost 4 years ago and 6 months ago diagnosed with fibromyalgia.
I'm 46, I had 3 children but raised 5, I have 5 grandchildren. I had a stroke almost 4 years ago and 6 months ago diagnosed with fibromyalgia.
I love to create when I have strength and energy. I paint, work with sculpy clay, draw.
I love to create when I have strength and energy. I paint, work with sculpy clay, draw.
I keep deleting everything I type........I have nothing good to say
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Well, I haven't written in my journal for like 8 months. There have been times I'd start writing something and then delete it, I just …
I haven't been online much...I have been in sooo much pain with the fibro and now I found out I have a herniated disc in my neck. Now I know …
I wish I had more positive things to write about, I always have a gazillion things in my head I want to put in here and then I sit looking at the …
Well make something up then! LOL
I'm still trying to find you! Happy belated!
I've been looking all over for you! Are you still sitting on the sofa???
Are you here? I can't get on My Space and my chat isn't working here. I'm having trouble with the adobe flash...story of my life! I've been worried about you though!
I am thinking of you and wondering how you are doing???
I have smoked for many years, I've quit several times and always went back, unfortunatley I enjoyed smoking. I have recently quit again it's been 5 months and I could light one up right nowand enjoy it. I really had to quit, I had a stroke 3 years ago and have mild emphasema. Will I continue to be smoke free? I don't know, it's hard when people around you smoke. I inhale deeply when I smell it. I keep telling myself "you can have one if you want one"if you tell yourself no, you'll want it more.
It was a week after my 42nd birthday, I woke up inthe morning and couldn't speak correctly, I would think of what I wanted to say but maybe one word would come out and wouldn't make sense. When I drank water it dribbled out and my left hand didn't work right. My mouth hung open, I had no control over it. My boyfriend told me I looked like I had a stroke, but did that alarm me? no...I got up took a shower and kept looking at myself in the mirror. I finally went to the hospital.
I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia in Jan.'08. I was kinda relieved and actually happy it was Fibro. I guess I was glad it wasn't anything terminal like cancer. I've had migraines all my life and had a stroke on Oct.2004, they think it may have been migraine related but they can't tell me for sure. The Fibro adds to my headaches, which scares me because I don't want to have another stroke. So I am hoping to meet some great people in this group so we can talk about Fibromyalgia.
I need menopause support!