My wife and I have been married …
My wife and I have been married for 4 years and through invetro, we have new born twins at home. I need someone to …
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tbeattie81 
5:09pm, October 15, 2008
I don't even know what to say anymore, I feel so broken. I thought I was feeling a little better this morning, considering...but apparently checking my myspace page was a mistake! I'm heartbroken to find that my older sister Christina whom reminds me so much of our "real" Mom so we're not as close as we should be....posted new pictures of her & my niece Savannah & when I went to look at them....THE HORRORRIBLE pain slapping me in the face with her 3 ultrasound pictures
......I feel nothing, then I can't stop the tears , or I throw things......
And I of course feel like shit for even having these thoughts, but I can't help it. She already has a child, and she's not exactly earning a gold star for her at least not based on the child's
" behavior" I'm just sooo..................BROKEN!
XOXO
T.
UPDATED GOALS
Loose Weight/get healthy
Progress 10%
Current Weight (Lbs)
172.6
Body Mass Index (BMI)
26.8
Encouragements: 0
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I'm sorry you're so heart broken. I've been there many times and it hurts more than anyone can understand. Cry and scream all you want. Let it all out. Just keep thinking that you will get your baby soon. My prayers are with you.
babyblessing2008
Thank you for understanding, this is so hard! And I feel so alone in it sometimes!
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