Back to the living!
I know its been a really long time now but I went through a serious depression, and it was like a fog that wouldn't lift! So...if anyone still …
I enjoy watching t.v., movies, talking to friends. I also like cross-stitching, and crochet but they are hard w/pain. Mostly I've been reading a lot of books from the library I have stacks here. And watching baby shows. I've been trying to get back to crochet; I have a blanket I've been working on for a long time!
I enjoy watching t.v., movies, talking to friends. I also like cross-stitching, and crochet but they
I know its been a really long time now but I went through a serious depression, and it was like a fog that wouldn't lift! So...if anyone still …
I"m not ready to be "back in the real world" mentally/emotionally I'm not! I'm still not balanced, need medication …
getting fatter, thank you new medications! I'm not ready for the "holidays" & want to just be left alone. I don't …
When am I going to start to feel like i"m not Bipolar!? I don't feel normal I don't feel "manic" but I have all the …
I don't want to crochet these days either!!.... especially stupid baby blankets for others peoples babies & there are more & more …
Just wanting to send some sunshine your way and let you know I'm thinking of you.
I will be praying for you. I have the same goal. We have miscarried 2 babies, and we want to have a healthy pregnancy! I hope you get pregnant soon. :)
hope you have a super weekend. Terry
I had thought pug...but his blk/tan color threw me. He is a cute combo and I love his color and his mushy little face. Too cute
What kind of dog is Draco? He is adorable. Just curious.
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I have chronic migraines, for approx 5yrs. With a lot of meds I've had some pain control but the Topamax gave me a kidney stone & I had to change. Now I'm not on any preventatives because they suck & weren't working anyway. & neither am I anymore. I have a supportive husband & his Mom too. Quit for good 6mos ago & now getting disability. Which is financially screwing us still, making me feel like a terrible burden. And even though they try to understand they just don't & that's why I'm here.
I've always been very healthy thin. Then about 4 years ago when my migraines started getting unbearable the Doc's put me on meds that caused me to pack on the lbs. Last year I gained 40lbs in 3mos!!!! Haven't been able to get the weight off even though now off those pills. Its hard for me because I've never EVER thought about what or how much I eat & weight. And because of my weight & other things I've never had lower self esteem!
My husband works a good job at UPS for 10 years now but its not full-time. Now that I"m not working due to illness & even with my disability we are screwed! Did I mention a few months before I left my job, we bought our first house!!!
I have chronic migraines, for approx 5yrs. With a lot of meds I've had some pain control but the Topamax gave me a kidney stone & I had to change. Now I'm not on any preventatives because they suck & weren't working anyway. & neither am I anymore. I have a supportive husband & his Mom too. Quit for good 6mos ago & now getting disability. Which is financially screwing us still, making me feel like a terrible burden. And even though they try to understand they just don't & that's why I'm here.
My Aunt & Uncle are alcoholics. I'm estranged from my Uncle because of it. And the more independent I get the more strained my relationship is with my Aunt. They "raised" me from 15-18yrs old. So they were for a while like my parents. But it was not "normal" parenting something I'm just beginning to understand how messed up things really were & that it was strongly linked to their alcoholism.
We have been trying to get pregnant for a a little over a year now, ( we're infertile) and just started going to the Dr. We've started the "fertility workup" the blood tests for both were good. But the physical exam showed Varicocele & we just got the results back of the semen sample & we have "abnormal morphology" and we've been referred to the urologist.....
Think I just had/having some sort of manic episode....Getting help @ out patient group program at the hospital, Monday is my first day. I did the assessment on Friday October 3, 2008
Because of all of my "problems/diagnosis" I feel so alone!
I think my mother was emotionally abusive & neglectful of me and my 2 sisters until I was 14 & I left her home for good.
Been career "jumping" since college when I got "sick"
Been off ALL birth control for nearly 2 years still TTC
After TTC for about 1 yr, 2yr W/ no B.C. we discovered we have varicoceles we have an appointment with a urologist next month to talk about our options.....