lastone's Journal

man i am totally freaking out! i am almost 12 weeks pregnant and i don't know if i'm just paranoid but i think that i have already felt movement. which means that i could be having twins again! (or more) ahhhhhhh! i go on wednesday to the doctor and hopefully we'll hear the heartbeat(s) so that maybe that will give me a clue. i hope that i'm just paranoid, but i just can't shake this feeling. what are we going to do if i am haveing two...again. first off right now we don't even have the space for one let alone two. my boys are such high maintenance right now that i think that i would go crazy trying to deal with them, the new ones and still make time for my oldest daughter. she'll be starting school, which is good i guess but she is such a big help to me now that i don't know what i'll do with her gone most of the day.
well hopefully it is just a false alarm and i'm just freaking out.