lastone's Journal

well i havn't gotten sick yet today, but of course the day is not over. it has been a laid back day. i talked to my mom today and she seems to be in a good mood despite everything she is going through. i haven't talked to my sister lately, she just moved into her new house, it is really nice from what i hear. i guess i'm a little jealous. she only lives likke five minutes from mom so she is still in the loop. i live like three states away from either of them and i hate it. i try not to say too much to my husband because he feels bad enough that things havn't worked out the way we had planned. my mom keeps trying to get us to move back in with her because my sister is gone and mom is going through a divorce. i really want to move back but my husband isn't too crazy about starting all over or living in the same house as my mom. they get along just fine but it is more of a pride thing i think. which i understand. i don't know i guess we also seemed happier when we were living in colorado. things haven't really gone right since we moved here. i haven't seen my family in three years and when we moved here that wasn't part of the plan. i don't think things would be so bad if i could see my family more. ahooo( that is me taking a breath).
well i feel a little better now.