Journal Entry for May 4, 2008
May 4, 2008 2:48pm
ohh im so happy! i cant wait for the rain to go away. but its not the end of the world. hehe. after all, i can walk around purgatory chasm in the …
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About Me
Well you should know that I am a dancer and I am, some might say, eccentric? Haha. I'm a senior in high school but I go to Quinsig College in Worcester, it's a sweet deal cuz I was no big fan of my high school. I love life and colors and my higher power! :)
Well you should know that I am a dancer and I am, some might say, eccentric? Haha. I'm a senior in high school but I go to Quinsig College in Worcester, it's a sweet deal cuz I was no big fan of my high school. I love life and colors and my higher power! :)
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Journal Entry for April 23, 2008
April 23, 2008 2:00pm
oh it is such a beautiful day! i want to stay outside for the rest of it. unfortunately i cant, but hey, maybe not so unfortunately cuz I GOT A …
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Journal Entry for April 21, 2008
April 21, 2008 2:14am
im havin an issue with a friend. and it makes me crazy so i think until i know how to deal with it properly im just gonna avoid any situation that …
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Journal Entry for April 19, 2008
April 19, 2008 1:07am
ive come to a really good place i think. im not getting all wrapped up in this issue. im accepting this situation haha. its not like ill never have …
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i cant get outa my head.
April 15, 2008 11:38pm
i dont understand why i feel so sad lately. well i mean i guess i do but ive been this lonely for a few weeks. why now, i suppose. its hard to talk …
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Good Morning ! I know it's been awhile . I hope you can forgive me !
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Hi hun, sorry it has taken me so long to respond. Keep in touch with your higher power! God does amazing things for us.
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its nice to see young people in a.a. god bless you
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Have a safe and fun weekend !
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Sorry , I was on last night to check mail . Then left ! I'm alright . I hope you can stay out of trouble with a day off school . Take care and I hope to hear from you soon !
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Close Alcoholism
my sober date is june 7 2007. it was hard for me to admit i was an alcoholic (i wanted to believe i just needed to leave the drugs behind.. it was not so) but now i have just over 10 months sober and most of the time i actually like being alive! haha its so grand. my life isnt glamorous, but its good. although if anyone had asked me at 16 what id be doing at 18, i never EVER woulda thought id be almost a year sober. haha not on ur life, and yet, i am so grateful i am.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- im in the process of my 4th step, n i know ppl tend to hate it. im dealing with the feelings it sometimes makes me go thru, but im tryin to get thru as fast as possible while being thorough. searching and fearless! haha. but really, even having only gone thru 3 steps, it is making a serious difference in my life. i could maybe stay sober w/o the steps... maybe. but i could not be sane. absolutely not. i even doubt the part about being sober w/o them! the 12 steps r incredible.
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- i get to hear other ppls stories, n meet other sober ppl. in high school or college, sober ppl are SO hard to find. are there any? haha when i was in HS i never knew any kids that didnt drink/smoke pot at the very least. well theres always hope! hey, im sober, right? hehe.
- Residential Treatment Center Somewhat Helpful
- i didnt stay sober completely after rehab. then again, i never planned to. i went voluntarily, but i only wanted to quit hard drugs. that, i did do. anyways, i believe that going to rehab gave me the tools i needed to get sober when i was ready to. plus it let my parents know where i was at n all that. i never couldve let them know all the things i was doing any other way. i mean they knew i was getting into trouble. they just didnt know how much.
Close Abstinence & Celibacy
im tryin to stay out of relationships for my first year of sobriety. ive done alright, but i mean ive only been actually tryin since about wen i got 7 months. ive got just over 10 now. still, i havent had sex in over 4 months now, and i dont want to for a while. for myself, and because im not comfortable being touched. particularly that way.
