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KateT130 
7:04pm, February 18, 2009
Things are not falling into place for me right now. I'm living in the RV in my exhusband's driveway. Feeling very uncomfortable about it because I know he still has feelings for me. I'm keeping as much distance as I can for fear that he will get the wrong message.
I want to go home, I want my boyfriend back. I am hurting so badly and right now I can't stay out of my head. I can't stop thinking about him and us and what we had. Than I remember the email and the words he wrote "we had a deep love but it is gone". God those words are like a knife. IT'S NOT GONE FOR ME!!!! How can he say that? How can that be? Did I know his feelings had changed, absolutely...but I yet I didn't see this coming.
I'm looking for an apartment and am having a very hard time finding one! I just want a home of my own, a space where I am comfortable.
