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neverforget08 
1:57pm, March 2, 2009
By: Hazel Davis
7-11-08
The emptyness of my mind has began to take over the life of me, i feel weak and i am clueless in what to do.
Should i just give in? or should i fight?
it is hard to walk around when people look at you as if you should hide under a rock.
Alot of people tell me not to worry about what is gonig on in my "so called life", how can i not worry about:
1) my father died when i was young and yes im still NOT over his death.
2) Three of my best guy friends died, keith he was shot, matt overdosed, and robert killed himself. :(
3) that im lost in a world where hardly anyone gets me.
4)Two of my girl cousins are saying stuff about me?, when i was there for one of them when they decided to cheat on her hubby with 4 diffrent people.
i walk aorund this world with hate on my shoulders can no one understand the facts? that im just trying to figure out were i belong.?.?.?
7-11-08
The emptyness of my mind has began to take over the life of me, i feel weak and i am clueless in what to do.
Should i just give in? or should i fight?
it is hard to walk around when people look at you as if you should hide under a rock.
Alot of people tell me not to worry about what is gonig on in my "so called life", how can i not worry about:
1) my father died when i was young and yes im still NOT over his death.
2) Three of my best guy friends died, keith he was shot, matt overdosed, and robert killed himself. :(
3) that im lost in a world where hardly anyone gets me.
4)Two of my girl cousins are saying stuff about me?, when i was there for one of them when they decided to cheat on her hubby with 4 diffrent people.
i walk aorund this world with hate on my shoulders can no one understand the facts? that im just trying to figure out were i belong.?.?.?
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