Journal Entry for October 29, 2008
October 29, 2008 3:49pm
So many tears so much pain...............
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I miss you so much
September 16, 2008 12:14am
Have you ever missed some one so bad it hurts so bad?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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Listen, I thought this guy was "the hero" that I waited for all of my life and yet I knew in my spirit that he was lying to me every step of the way and that I was just one of "many" women who got caught up in it. I blame myself for allowing it to happen. I realize now that "The Hero" that I felt I needed so much has always been deep inside of me and that I have to ignore all of the foolish "what if's" and have the strength to carry on. I am grateful that I have finally seen the truth because it could have been so much worse. I realize that with all of the untruths on both sides that it was an untrue relationship. I Knew early on when he told me that he had connected with 2 other people (which were always women)but had never connected with anyone like me, well I kept the fantasy going as he boosted my creativity and as a writer that is very important...but I knew it would eventually come to an end. I knew it!!!! That relationship brought the "worst" out in me. Stuff that I didn't know I still had or was even capable of thinking and doing, and for that I am grateful. Now I know what steps I need to take to rid myself of the unhealthy responses so that I can have a healthy relationship with a man who truly deserves me as I have BOO-KOO to offer. I am starting Transcendental Meditation next week and I am sure that is going to rid me of all of the garbage that is still hiding in the innermost regions of my being. You might want to look at the positives that you learned from this relationship you were in. When a person really loves you, they don't lie, cheat or hurt you. They are honest, forthright and want to walk hand in hand with you. Believe me, this is my third attempt at anything worthwhile and to be honest, I am very leary of American Men. European Men think much differently about women. Start making your list of what you want, because now, you certainly know "what you don't want!"...L
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Well, that may help. Good luck with that. Please let me know how it goes?
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How did it go with the therapist?Hope it went well. Here are some flowers to help in case it sucked @};-
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hey... thx for the hug... hoping u r doing well... yeah... still scared of them (dogs)... what's up?... peace and blessings... afzal...
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Close Phobia
I have been struggling with my fear of dogs almost my whole life. The fear is getting worse. I can't handle it anymore. I cross the street or run away when I see a dog. My fear has gotten so bad if I see a dog in a gate I can't walk by anymore I have to cross or run away or I hesitate. I saw a dog today in front of some house I ran away I was so scared it would chase me. When I got to the next block I started crying I couldn't breathe. I don't know why I am so terrified of dogs.
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