Journal Entry for August 20, 2009
im done being the good child! fuck you fuck everyone! you fucking touched my stuff and went though my things for the last time and im done! fuck you! …
My name is Ashley. I have a wierd crazy family! I've been dating my boyfriend Alex for 9 months. I have a dog names Roxie and rabbit name Bandit. I'm a typical buy not so typical teenager. Life is crazy and the times are good.
My name is Ashley. I have a wierd crazy family! I've been dating my boyfriend Alex for 9 months. I have a dog names Roxie and rabbit name Bandit. I'm a typical buy not so typical teenager. Life is crazy and the times are good.
being with my family, painting, listening to music, dancing, soccer, my pets, hanging with friends and boyfriend
being with my family, painting, listening to music, dancing, soccer, my pets, hanging with friends and
im done being the good child! fuck you fuck everyone! you fucking touched my stuff and went though my things for the last time and im done! fuck you! …
Just cruising through. Hi!!!
I dont know but I dont like you two together.
I hope things are good for you and life is treating you well. may all the blessings in life be yours.
Listen to me ash.....God knows you tried and now feel remorse in your heart. that's all he needs is to know you feel like you let him down, and your forgiven my dear. God knows we are week in this life and fail at times but if we get up and try again and again....I know you're Okay in his book. God is not a God of destruction and revenge.. YOur a really good kid and I know he's proud of you ALL the time. denn ox
Hey string bean hahahaha where you be woman???? I waited for you so long to help out and you didn't stay on long....things are going to be just fine for you ash.. you have been through so much and have beat most of of it and you'll continue doing that for a long time.
im scared of alot of stuff but they are getting better as i get older.
I get panic attacks from my fears or when I get over-whelmed.
It is more of a social phobia but it's the same thing.
I lost my grandfather in 2005 I also lost my dog of 14 years, Bubbles
after months of tests and my doctors finding nothing wrong they say I have IBS, it sucks major a$$! and theres no cure of it so im screwed.
I mde the choice to not have sex till I get married so I can stay pure for the one God inteaded for me
since about April I binge and purge. Not throwing up just fasting for long(ish) periods of time. My boyfriend has been helping me get back on track but I want to handle it myself.