Journal

so im trying to get my brother in law out of my house and its not going well. at least he if finally trying to get a job. my husband told him 2 months ago that he needed to get a job because we cant afford to pay for him anymore but i guess he didnt take him seriously cause he didnt even try until we told him we ran out of money and he couldnt stay with us anymore. we told him this a week ago and he is supposed to be staying with his mom but he has yet to spend a night there. every time i come home from work or something hes here. i just want my house and my privacy back! me and my husband have been going to the bedroom and watching tv at night to get some time to ourselves but caleb(bro in law) acts like we're bein mean to him for doing that. he tries to make us feel bad by saying shit about us excluding him and not wanting to spend time with him. we spend all damn day with him! married people need some time to themselves sometimes! i guess i just dont want to live with him anymore. we have worked hard all our lives to have a place of our own and now i have no privacy in my own house. if he was helping pay for stuff it would be different. we had some money saved but its gone now cause we had to live above our means to support him. that makes me resent him. we had to work hard to put that money back and now its gone and he doesnt care! i care! im also tired of having to fall asleep with the tv on to drown out his snoring! mt house is pretty small and its not big enough for me and my husband and our son and caleb! he has been living with us for about 6 months and i guess hes overstayed his welcome. at least if he gets a job he can help us pay for stuff around here and maybe we can save some of that money again. i think he should have to pay us back for some of it. especially since hes a grown man (hes 22) and hes gotten to live like a child for way to long. he has never had to pay a bill or do anything on his own. the longest hes held a job was for about 3 months and then he quit without warning. when he did work he spant all of his money on drugs and alcohol because his mother never made him pay for anything. shes poor too so i dont know why she let him get away with it. i dont know how he got to be a spoiled little poor boy but he is. i just needed to bitch for a minute and get some of this off my chest. im sick of no money and no privacy. it doesnt look like its gonna get any better anytime soon either. oh well. i guess ive been through worse.

something good happened though! my husband is in a band and they are pretty good and they play all over the place here and now hes out getting pictures made cause the paper wants to do an article on them! that will really get them out there and get them more work. i think its awesome and hes really excited about it. they are also need the pictures cause this guitar company, i forgot the name, but they want to sponser them and use some of their original songs on their commercials and stuff! they want to make them custom guitars and everything! im glad that his hard work over the years is finally paying off! anyway, i guess im gonna go see what everyone else is into tonight!