Hurting
April 19, 2009 4:39am
Im never good enough ever... for anyone. Today my pain wasnt so good I had a family member last night call and ask me if I even thought of calling …
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meganK08
8:27pm, October 14, 2009
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About Me
meganK08
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About Me
I am 24 years old and live here in southern New Mexico. I love the white sands and the mountains. I am an army brat and basically just fell in love with this place and stayed. I met my hubby at New Mexico state. was funny he thought I was beautiful when I had pneumonia. odd. wish he could think that way now. :S Anyways I have one sheltie named Duncan he is really old and has maybe 3 teeth but he is my baby. We also have an evil cat which is totally my husbands. His name is garfield and my neighbors keep saying he is going to the pound. lol Im going for my degree in Early Childhood education. I love being around kids. they can be so funny and amaze you at the same time. I hope that someday I may be blessed with that gift. I lost my mom at 15. We are still not sure why she got so sick but she was only 35. I still do not talk about it much but I find that writing helps. Im really just a big kid at heart. I love anything Disney. For our honeymoon I had my first trip to disney world. hubby would need a drink by the end of the night. Me you would think i was drunk. I was skipping around with no shoes on singing on the top of my lungs. lol
I am 24 years old and live here in southern New Mexico. I love the white sands and the mountains. I am an army brat and basically just fell in love with this place and stayed. I met my hubby at New Mexico state. was funny he thought I was beautiful when I had pneumonia. odd. wish he could think that way now. :S Anyways I have one sheltie named Duncan he is really old and has maybe 3 teeth but he is my baby. We also have an evil cat which is totally my husbands. His name is garfield and my neighbors
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Interests
I love not only working with children, but movies. Oh the movies Hubby and I have over 280 movies. We go to the theater often too. Not lately since i have a hard time sitting too long. but i love them all the same. I also well not this year i missed it but I enjoy doing the Bataan Death March. it is a 26.2 mile marathon through the desert here, to honor the veterans and those lost or missing in WWII. I have made it 4 times so far. Hopefully next year I will be up to it. My hobbies include reading, knitting, talking on the phone with friends, playing with my dog duncan who is my baby, and spending time with family.
I love not only working with children, but movies. Oh the movies Hubby and I have over 280 movies. We
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venting a bit
March 6, 2009 12:37am
i really want to start losing some weight I feel like a giant blob who doesnt do anything. Ive gotten to afraid to go out too. I end up hurting …
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so very tired
February 13, 2009 7:17am
Hey everyone I just wanted to write some stuff out for a while maybe I will get tired. The weather is supposed to get yucky today and I may …
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sitting and wishing
September 28, 2008 2:30am
Some nights i lay here and think that I wish that my life were different. That i could go to school and not have people look at me like im nuts …
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Hug
Glad to hear you are back again, Have you being away? I took you off my friends list because I thought you were not around anymore. But I will put you on again. Lots of hugs Dezna
Good Luck
good luck w/ your test; i am sure you will be fine :)
Prayer
I have no answers but I can at least pray.
Get Well Soon!
Hope you feel better soon, Hugs, Sarasmile
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Little Love
Hi Megan, It is great to hear from you my friend. Thanks you for the hugs. O dear that is nice that your laptop is still on the broken side. I went to hosptial and had a few tests done for my neuropathy. I found out that my neuropathy has gone to my bladder which is not nice, because it is very painful. The doctor said he can give me medication but it does not always help. So you have got lots of babysitting. How old are the children that you are babysitting? Same so you are not feeling well. I hope you feel a better soon, I will be thinking about you. Can't wait to see the pic's of the new guest room. Hugs Dezna
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Support Groups
Close Endometriosis
Not sure if I have this yet. my gyn cannot do another surgery yet because my neurologist wants to see if my nerves will heal. really frustrating because my gyn is sure this and the fluid behind my uterus is what is causing my pain
Treatments
- Progesterone Somewhat Helpful
- But making me sick uggh
- Surgery Not Working
- cant have another one until the neurologist gives us the ok
Close Chronic Pain
After i had an IUD inserted and quickly removed in January 2008 I was diagnosed and hospitalized for pelvic inflammatory disease. the pain is still so bad some days i have a hard time getting around. still trying to find out why the pain is so bad
Treatments
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- doesnt always help and sometimes can make it worse
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- dont like the side effects. i get sick
- Lidoderm Working / Worked
- these definatly help a lot but they have a really hard time staying on.
- Morphine Working / Worked
- makes me sick though
- Naproxen Not Working
- Nerve Blocks Not Working
- these didnt help at all and i had 8 so i gained a ton of weight that I cannot get rid of :(
- Oxycodone Somewhat Helpful
- i dont like the side effects
- TENS Considering
- my dr and i talked about trying this but we are not sure if my insurance would cover it
- Duragesic Patch Working / Worked
- It works but im afraid of when I get off of it. I keep hearing that the withdrawls are really horrible.
- Hydromorphone Working / Worked
- helps but I dont like the side effects
Open Depression
I actually started counseling after a drs visit last year where a dr decided that i was having a hard time with my moms death from 2001 I was 15. silly her to realize it was around christmas a big holiday for my family that she always made special. Then just after getting so sick in January and the pain still here 8 months later, hubby trying to help at least i think he does somedays he can just be mean. Its hard for me to deal with this new path in my life.
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- I did not like how it made me feel. It gave me bad diarreah and i was vomitting too much. Also dont know if it was with my other meds but made me really tired the next day even though i took it at bedtime i could never sleep
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Best thing is to remember the happy times I had with my mom. She taught my sisters and I so much
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I go to counseling at least once a month. It helps to talk about it with someone outside my family
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I have met so many wonderful friends here on DS i know i whine a lot about my pain im so sorry but they always snap me out of it and are there for me no matter what.
- Writing Working / Worked
- i write a lot actually this really helps with the anger and frustrations i deal with.
Open Healthy Sex
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