Hananoaoi's Journal

It is so hard being like this.  My accident was five years ago as of April 19th 2008.  The majority of my settlement money was taken by my lawyer, and I have to have a trust set up for me.  I spend so much time feeling exhausted from the least little thing that I feel like I am losing my mind.  My brother is terrified of me because my mood swings are extremely dramatic.  I thought that the steady loss of my abilities was all in my head (no pun intended) until I just learned what dementia was.  I was diagnosed with that in the beginning.  No one told me what it was and I just simply added it to the list of stuff going wrong with me.  I'll wrap this up quickly, I'm tired and sometimes I may not be able to be on line for long.  If any of this makes sense to you, I sincerely applaud you.  You are much better than my mother and two of my younger siblings.