Hananoaoi's Journal

I've finally made several decisions to completely change my life and I am not caring who disagrees.

First, I'm buying a new wardrobe so that my surgical scar won't be aggravated and become infected.

Second, I'm buying a new television, getting cable, and a better internet service.

Third, I'm taking my half of the lot and building a brand new house on it.  No one but my Baby Sister, Friend Eula, and ACP will have spare keys.  My mother will only be invited to visit when I can bear with her.  My cats will have their own room and I will get a kitten for my oldest cat Momiji to play with.  The toms are fine, but Momiji is the only female and she'll be nine years old in October.

Once all of this is taken care of, I will be absolutely content and finally free to follow rebuilding my businesses.  I know many of my old clients probably won't return, but that's okay.  I'm not stressing myself out.  I will only handle what I can and delegate everything else.  Hopefully, my book will be out by the end of the year.

It hasn't been easy, the seizures (finally diagnosed as Petite Mall Epeleptic) are down to one a day.  I hope to find a physician who will treat them soon.  Its hard when you have to make so many decisions with little help.  But I will make them.  This is my life and I am determined to live it!  TBI, seizures, huge tumor, spasms, left eye out of socket, arthritis, TMJ, and all. 

I all of you are doing better.  See you all later.  Good morning!