Surviving to 40
September 18, 2009 10:35am
I'm almost there! It's the end of September!
Progress
85 %
Goal End Date is Nov 30, 09 22 more days.
Hananoaoi 
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About Me
Hananoaoi
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About Me
I am now 39 years old. I have four cats. I am a computer nerd, but a good looking one. ;D I love writing, reading, singing, playing violin and music. Other things I can no longer do. My family with the exception of my baby sister abandoned me after my accident. There is a lot of pain still there, but forgiveness as well. I love bright colors, painting, drawing, sketching, and driving my cats crazy (in a good way, they love to play). I like video games (but can only play easy ones now). My family has reconciled with me and we are closer than ever. I have all the support I need (a little too much sometimes). I\'m just thankful to still be here.
I am now 39 years old. I have four cats. I am a computer nerd, but a good looking one. ;D I love writing, reading, singing, playing violin and music. Other things I can no longer do. My family with the exception of my baby sister abandoned me after my accident. There is a lot of pain still there, but forgiveness as well. I love bright colors, painting, drawing, sketching, and driving my cats crazy (in a good way, they love to play). I like video games (but can only play easy ones now). My family
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Interests
GOD, playing the violin, singing, computers, video games, cats, dogs, birds, wildlife, reading, writing, anime, poetry, handcrafts, music and The Crocodile Hunter - Steve Irwin & Superman - Christopher Reeve (the world misses you both). Goodbye Mako, Michael, David, Farrah, and Bill. I grew up with you, but never got to know you.
GOD, playing the violin, singing, computers, video games, cats, dogs, birds, wildlife, reading, writing,
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Journal
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The Forbidden Fruit
September 1, 2009 4:47pm
Women often receive a bad rep because of what happened in the garden of Eden. However, think about this before you treat a woman like trash, …
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My Cats
July 22, 2009 2:08am
The Cougar sits in his cave,
looking regal.
The Eagle cries out
into the skies.
The Tiger silently
stalks the house.
The Cheetah sleeps
warming in the sun. …
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Some Misunderstandings about GOD and the Bible
July 22, 2009 1:30am
This is from a letter I wrote to one of my favorite morning talk shows.
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I love watching your …
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Man's True Lifespan
June 21, 2009 9:49am
There is a belief that we only have 80 years on this earth. This is due to multiple references to Psalm 90:10 in which it implies our lifespan …
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Hugbook
Little Love
hope your doing good...
Get Well Soon!
Sorry to hear that you are suffering so much.
Hug
Thinking of you! Have a great holiday weekend.
Love Mel-
Thanks
Your continuing support means a lot to me. Thank you so much. I hope that things are going good for you and I wish you a great start to a new week. I hope the sunshine's your way. Lots of love Mel
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Hug
I know what you mean. I am having issues with pain right now too. Are you still reading manga? Anything interesting lately?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Brain Injury
My sister, her father-in-law, Sherman, and I went to Olgas for lunch. On the way to my house, we stopped at a red light. The grand am behind us stopped. The Full-sized Durango truck did not. He never hit the brake. Although in a seatbelt, I flew upwards, slammed into the rear window, slide up, hit the window's rim which yanked my head back causing the front of the top of my head to slam into the ceiling. I suffered injuries from my head down to my tailbone and across my abdomen.
Treatments
- Lunesta Working / Worked
- Calms my mind so I sleep more hours at night
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- Keeps pain levels low for arthritis has unfortunate side effect of aggravating head injury pain
- Tegretol Working / Worked
- No more seizures! No more unexplained bruises when I wake in the morning! No more missing time! No freezing up no scaring people no more ER treatments! FREEDOM!!!!!!! YES!!!!!
Close Abstinence & Celibacy
I'm a 39 year old virgin. I believe what GOD says. I am not saying I've never been tempted. I've had 13 boyfriends between age 10 to 16. The last one I was engaged to. I came so close so many times. I lied, I fought, I flirted shamelessly, I hated everyone. I committed suicide 5 times, but lived. I wanted sex but couldn't go through with it. I felt trapped and tortured. The only shelter and love I had was GOD. Yet, I still hated my life. Unfortunately my mom is a traditionalist.
Open Hysterectomy
Auto accident in 2003 resulted in the slow growth of a bizarre tumor (which I named Junior). It was removed in June 2008. A 7lb, 14" long, 10" wide, 6" thick tumor. I only lost my uterus though. I suffer from PMS every month, no flow. Still have pain from the surgery. Anyone else?
Treatments
- Valium Working / Worked
- Relaxes muscles and calms mind
Open Military Families
I am retired army. I enlisted while still in high school at age 17. I served approximately one year but had to leave due to injuries sustained. I went in for computers but wanted to become a drill sergeant. Sometimes I really miss it. I was discharged March 17, 1988. So I only served during peacetime, but it was worth every moment. I still miss it.
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