Journal Entry for August 22, 2009
August 22, 2009 12:29pm
For the first time in a long time, I have something good to write about, but with that good, still comes pain, confusion, frustration, and overall …
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About Me
Societywins
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About Me
Iam currently 39, and living in NY, I have one younger sister, one niece, and two nephews. Father and Step mother live half a mile away, Real mother in a different state, with sister and her kids. Basically No friends. currently No passions. Or I guess maybe One prove everyone wrong, and get My Life back. I have realized with my label, I am currently serving a life sentence, The death penalty would be better, because breathing is torture. There is no way to get my life back, I cant even fool myself anymore.
Iam currently 39, and living in NY, I have one younger sister, one niece, and two nephews. Father and Step mother live half a mile away, Real mother in a different state, with sister and her kids. Basically No friends. currently No passions. Or I guess maybe One prove everyone wrong, and get My Life back. I have realized with my label, I am currently serving a life sentence, The death penalty would be better, because breathing is torture. There is no way to get my life back, I cant even fool myself
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Interests
Absolutely None, They have taken my will to live away from me.
Absolutely None, They have taken my will to live away from me.
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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9 hugs given, 7 hugs received
Yesterday
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Societywins gave Strings22 a hug 7:53am
Thank you for the birtday wishes, I get to turn 40 alone, and with the flu. Woohoo lets party. anyways…
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Societywins and Emorymd2b are now friends 7:49am
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Societywins turned 40 12:00am
Friday
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Societywins gave Strings22 a hug 3:50pm
You too.…
Thursday
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Societywins gave Strings22 a hug 4:07pm
Im sorry you are struggling so much i did not know you were in the situation you are in, are your friends…
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Journal Entry for May 31, 2009
May 31, 2009 10:35am
I spent the whole night awake after yesterday. its becoming painfully clear I dont want to do this anymore.
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Time is not helping
April 19, 2009 1:38pm
I dont think I ever took life, or anything about life for granted, but under my current circumstances things are well not good. Most days are not …
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Journal Entry for February 14, 2009
February 14, 2009 5:29pm
Valentines Day,
Just when you think your heart cant break anymore, Another piece breaks off.
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I cant even forgive me
February 1, 2009 11:34am
I never knew my life would turn into what it has become, I never thought of myself as some one that would ever do something against the law, and in …
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Hugbook
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Chicken Soup
Awww sweetie I am sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better. Get under the covers, rent some movies, and have a lot of soup!!! I'll be thinking about you today...you're not alone!! ((BIG HUGS))
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Celebration
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!!!!!!!!!
Happy Birthday to you, happy Birthday to you, happy birthday dear steven, Happy Birthday to you!!! ENJOY!!! 
Celebration
Party nopw!
Kiss
how r u.. have a good weekend...
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Hug
Have a Great Weekend Hun!
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am a level 1 convicted sex offender, served four months jail time, currrently have 10 years probation, And No Life. have come to the conclusion They win i give up.
Treatments
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- was feeling little better till Girlfriend finally had enough
- Group Therapy Not Working
- I have to many of my own problems to sit for 3 weeks at a time and listen to other peoples problems, ill be dead before we get to my issues
- Writing Considering
- Writing down my day, and how I feel, I seem to get my true feelings out easier writing them then speaking about them.
Close Breakups & Divorce
See my other group, Sex Offenders, well after doing a stupid thing on a computer, my girlfriend stuck by me for 2 years, until march 13th when she said she basically can not risk her kids, meaning someone trying to take them away from her. I am deveasted over losing her, I was already taken into a suicide watch two weeks ago. With everything else I have going on, Losing her was the end of the line for me. HELP
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Starting Friday
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- Been talking with different people on here, listing to there stories as well
- Talking Not Working
- Have many breakdowns, crying alot
- Time Not Working
- Time will not heal my hear this time.
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
Societywins hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Sex
Societywins hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Loneliness
Societywins hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Relationships
See profile, Please dont judge till you know the facts. But Im afraid I will never again have a healthy relationship because of a label I should not have. Ive been depressed and alone since my ex finally left me in March of 08. Im still Heartbroken.
