Better After Christmas?
I had it in my mind as I passed My oldest son, Steven's first Angel date DEC 10th.And of course Thanksgiving and Christmas. For a …
Female 55 years old. I had 2 sons. The youngest, Paul died at the age of 29 April3, 2003 from an accidental drug overdose.He was an addict for many years and drank too. In July of 2005 I had breast cancer. It is in remission so far.December 10, 2007 my older son Steven committed suicide at the age of 38. I am lucky to be married to a good man, James who is also my best friend. I have a grandson, 20, he is married, and 3 grand daughters, ages 16, 15, and 11. I am crying and struggling mostly.
I like to read. I like all kinds of music. I love playing with my grand children. I am from Louisiana originally, been ib Florida 19 years.I am just barly feeling sain. I feel like my heart has been ripped out and twisted. I cry alot. I am working on myself thou. Trying to get better.
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I had it in my mind as I passed My oldest son, Steven's first Angel date DEC 10th.And of course Thanksgiving and Christmas. For a …
Here we are still alive and kicking on December 29th. Well it is 5:30 AM and I am still awake. That is all right. I …
Here I go again trying to fake my way through another Christmas.I thought it was hard after Paul died . Now here I go again …
I had started to really be doing good with my life for a while. I had lost my youngest son, Paul, April3,2003. I had rebuilt a diffrent sort …
Well everyone Thanksgiving is the beginning of my Holidays. It was my favorite, even over Christmas. My son Steven always cooked a turkey for us, and …
Hi Peggy, I no longer have a goal of ever being my old self again and that is what it is. The only thing I can do is be the new best that I can be. What we are going through is not meant to be and you have the extra burden of 2 sons and I feel for you. T|here is no way that I can know exactly how you, feel all I can do is be here for you. Hugs, Inga
Oh what good news, Peggy! Yes, yes, this is great news! Please know how important the meds are, and with the resolve you have in your heart to make sure you stay on schedule, that should surely help you! The other part certainly can't hurt you, and what doesn't hurt, has to help, right? Talking to someone is very helpful to some. I am sure that you might have this problem he mentioned because I know how I feel and you have gone through so much more than me,..for sure, I would be ALL THE WAY crazy! You are a very strong person, Sweetie, don't ever forget that, or you wouldn't have survived all that you have! I hesitate to tell you, but I know you would kick my butt if I held anything back. (smile) I have been feeling kinda down and sad since yesterday, and I don't know why! I did get some bad news about a friend (cancer) but this feels different. I feel myself (forcing myself) to smile, and like I am always on the verge of tears, so unlike me! It was so good to hear from you and I am so happy that you have a plan to help yourself! I love you, dear friend,..and I need you in my life! Tight Hugs! Judy
Hello Peggy. I hope your feeling better. Just know your special and I'm here anytime you want to talk. Love and hugs, Pat
hello...just sending random hugs to random people in need...i hope that you feel better soon! keep your head up. if you need to talk, even though you don't know me...i'm here.
hugging u tight my friend...hang in there...luv ya
My 29 year old son,Paul died of an accidental drug overdose April 3, 2003. My 38 year old son,Steven commited suicide Dec, 10th 2007. I am childless now. I do have grand children from both sons.I am not doing well. I can hardly drag myself out of bed. Some days. I don't. I do not sleep though. I need people that understand the diffrent types of grieving . Saddness,anger, and so on. I need to hear I am not alone in my grief and crazyness.I lost step daughter AUG. 22 08.