RaynFaerie's Journal

What does loyalty mean anymore anyway.. You are supposed to do unto others as you would have them do unto you.. I have had that pushed into my head my entire life and now I come upon others who are not honest or trust worthy... So then are they worthy of my time and effort should I even bother if people are just going to wrong me.. You see I try to see the best in people I give everyone a fair shake. I guess I must stop doing that... and pay heed to what others have to say about my friends because it usually ends up that they were right.. My mother hardly ever likes my friends but it's always the ones that wrong me that she cannot stand..They end up doing me wrong.. I am tired of dishonesty and people being disloyal.  What's up with that.. I really am crushed right now..

the thing is I don't have any proof but I think someone may have stolen something from me today... I hate to accuse but things that are solid matter do not disapear into thin air.. it just doesn't happen that way...

I guess I am really mad because right now I just don't know... The person in question has a rep of stealing things but has never ever stolen from me... so why start now.. It makes no sense...

I can never understand a liar it's much harder to come up with believable stories than to tell the truth... I always try to be honest.. Fortunately the person I am with is fairly honest as well, at least as far as I can tell.. He really doesn't have much room to lie he is either at work or home and if he's late its because of work.. and nothing else...

I hope and pray that I find this missing item before I have to call someone up and give them the third degree..I really don't want to have to do that. but I will if it comes down to it.  I have reached out for guidance on this matter, but I haven't gotten it yet. I guess you could say I am waiting for a sign from the gods... So here I sit.. maybe it will just turn up..

If you are the type that lies even little white ones you need to think about how you affect those around you... and remember the old saying "What a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive."  That's all it is is a web of lies that will eventually catch up to the person in one manner or another.. I am a firm believer in karma and what goes around comes around.  I have seen it happen...

Well I am off to watch tv and eat sunflower seeds.... that's what I do best...

ME