sophi1960's Journal

Got through another day. Thanks to all for the virtual hugs last night, it was a rough night.  

Got up on time and have to get to class. One foot in front of the other.

Woke up crying so I feel tired again, but even in robot mode I know I can make it to the bus.

I have  a fever again. Cold sweat. Only one class today then I can go to the clinic.

Can't miss the class it is the prep for the final exam.  

Clinic hours may be over by the time I get out but can't stress about that now.

I remind myself there are other clinics.  

Not sure if anyone reads these.

I hope someone does. The idea of not being alone is comforting.

Got to see positive things. Have to look for them.

My tea tastes good. I have cream and sugar which is nice.

Washing up, the hot water is refreshing. Clean teeth, tastes better.

My outfit looks OK, the clothes are clean and the sox match.

Here we go.  

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OK its 10pm

temp is 103.28. Drat. that means another trip to the clinic in the morning.

Breathing is harder tonight.

Tried hot bath at 4 . Back feels better. 

Big assignment due tomorrow morning for class. no pressure, LOL.

This essay is taking too long. I can usually crank them out.  

find the  positive - only three more exams then this term is over.  

no news from last medical yet. worried about tumor growth. trying hard to keep my mind off that.

hot tears again.

another day without coffee, need to get some sleep tonight.  

Got an exam on Friday - got to try to push that back a bit if they keep me in the hospital. 

I WANT TO FINISH THIS YEAR . Anger. So close. 

University, my dream, I want this.