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Journal Entry for March 25, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, March 25, 2008

 writen by stephanie...     a true storie                                        They  Say They Know But          They Don’t!                                                                                          “No” I yelled to my mom as I got out of out blue geo, “I’m not going to summer school!” It was October 4, 2003 and my mom was a teacher in a special Ed class at Hollywood Park Elementary school.           It was a normal a day at Hollywood park but I was still mad at my mom for making me go to summer school (I hated summer school because I was smart, ever thing came so easy for me but I still had to go so my mom could go to work over the summer.) so the day went on and I did the same old stuff I do every day, but once the bell rang for every one to go home I ran out that door so fast you probably couldn’t even see me. As I ran out the door a boy named David with raggedy blond hair and two buck teeth stopped me and said “Stephanie your mom fell and she cant get back up!” so I called him a liar because he always lies about stuff like that but then I looked over and saw my best friend crying. I knew something was wrong. So I ran to room 16 (the room my mom worked in) and a teacher Miss Luke would not let me, my brother, or sister see our mom. So I started to bang on the window and when I looked in I saw my mom lying on the floor not moving so I busted out crying. I could here every one yelling “call 911, call the police!”  When the ambulance finally arrived my loving and beautiful mom had already past way but I did not know that until later. I thought she was going to be ok but the doctors were only keeping her alive on machines. She died because of an aneurism witch is a vane in your head that pops open and leaks in your brain. It is caused by stress and smoking. Later on when we were at U.C .Davis medical center I went on the elevator to go to the cafeteria to get a soda I saw my mom’s best friend named Kandy she was so pretty she had long black curly hair and beautiful eyes. Well she said, “Hey Stephanie what are you doing here.” So I told her what happened to my mom and she hugged me and began to cry. After she calmed down she told me that she worked there and started 6 days ago.  

        About a week after my mom past my dad (Randy) met a new girl named Michelle. She has short black curly hair and  beautiful bone structure and of course she like me but I did not like her and I would say the rudest nastiest things to her and she still treated me with respect and complimented all my out fits in the morning. Well my aunty did not like her so she tried to take custody of me my brother and sister. We did want to go at first because we did not like at all but we eventually accepted her and asked my aunty to drop the law suit.           On March 15 I called my dad from school to come and pick me up and in the back round I could hear Michelle saying, “don’t worry Randy I’ll be gone by the time you get back from picking up Stephanie!” that was the last time I ever heard her voice. When we got home she had committed suicide and shot herself in the head! So me and my dad flipped out and we were crying so I called 911 and they showed up with the ambulance. Shortly after my neighbor picked up my brother and sister from school and informed them what had happened. We were at the police station for hours telling our story to the police millions of times when they finally released us we stayed at my grandmas for the weekend and on Monday I had too hurry up and write a story on how to improve schools and present it to the senate at the capital on live television. I did an okay job but I had so much on my mind I know I could have done better. Today is March 7th and almost Michelle’s 1st death anniversary.   

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  1. Vintage68

    wow lil'califlake....i don't know what to say..losing you mom so sudden & unexpected that must have been soo hard..and then to have michelle take her life like that...people who commit suicide don't realize how painful it is for those who they leave behind...i'm sorry you have had to see so much death @ an early age.plus you have to deal with mg..yikes kiddo i feel for you, but hang in their & try to stay postive..hugs liana


    Vintage68

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