dyke's Journal

Feeling like a right pig today. I got force fed lunch again and within half an hour of getting home frm skwl i had had about 250 kcal....then ive had pizza and cake and chocolate and loadsa other shit. feel like a total pig. really want to purdge tbqh but I'm nto going to coz tbh honest i just did yesterday. i just want to loose a lil more weight for th wedding in a week...just 1 lb nd i would be happy....we shall see how i do. I just feeling like a pig atm thts all.

Want to cut too...but thts nothing out of the ordinary coz i always want to. I'm not tht desperate yet and i know tht for the sheer fact tht i haven't done it already and tht I cba to do it. Plus i cnt cut my arms like i normally do coz i have th weeding to go to.

I got a dress last week though. Of course i made sure it was black and not too girly (the last time i wore a dress i was 12 year old). The only reason I'm mentioning it is because f the size. its a size 6, the size 8 was too big...this pleased me a lot when i tried it on :) still pleases me now but like i said i still want to loose 1lb coz its slightly too tight for me and it would make it more comfortable.

size 6 pleases me though :D. I must be doing something right :D

anyways, just a random paragraph or two of babbling there. I'm good at babbling :P

Hope you's are ok xxxxxx