dyke's Journal

I don't really know how I'm feeling tbh. shit i guess. I'm not too sure. i know I'm tired and a failed my diet and purdged again nd im also aware tht im prob guna cut but other than tht im not too sure how im feeling. i hate it when i get like this. i just wanna go to sleep but i know i won't. im at the point whenm i can't even concentrate to function anymore and it getting ridiculous. i just wanna hug off my amy nd i dnt even know if i can see her 2m. shes not doing fab atm. yet again neither am i .

i just want.....i dnt even know what i want actually, a hug and for all of this to be over. i wanna cry but i dnt have th energy. i just want a new life. i hate this one.

im fed up and i see my life as an official dead end. only chances are amy and my exams, sometimes.

i would say help me but no 1 ever does or can or cares enough on here so theres no point.

i just want all of this to be over coz i can't go on like this. I really can't xxxxxxxx