Journal Entry for April 17, 2009
I have not been on DS in months. Today I took a quick browse thru some Post and reread some of my journal entries. Nothing like a dose of reality to …
I work full time in the city .NYC that is.2 great kids--My ex-is a heroin addict full time.Thats his job and he oh so good at it.Want to be happy again.
I work full time in the city .NYC that is.2 great kids--My ex-is a heroin addict full time.Thats his job and he oh so good at it.Want to be happy again.
I like to read, cook, and I love my silly soap operas. Love going into NY just to hang. Chilling with my 2 boys they are 18&13 the best kids ever!
I like to read, cook, and I love my silly soap operas. Love going into NY just to hang. Chilling with
I have not been on DS in months. Today I took a quick browse thru some Post and reread some of my journal entries. Nothing like a dose of reality to …
Just a quick update. I have finally gotten everything under control in my life.
Things are really really good at this stage. It took a real long time …
Well at least I think I did. He has been triyng to get to me by calling and telling me how sick he is. Boo freaken Hoo. When that didnt work just …
Well I asked him to leave last week.I couldn't believe I put myself thru that shit again. I did it for my youngest who is 13. I sat him down and …
Hey Emur, Thanks for the hug and the thoughful comments. We all need to stick together for we ARE BETTER than they are....have a great day!
Bob
thank you for you message sounds exactly like mine and he is still laying it on thick, I know day by day I will get stronger, my family needs me right now and I need myself, I can not wait for that day when I wake up and realize there is no drama no heart ache and NO CHAOS, I am pretty sure I might chase my tail around in a circle for awhile until I realize that I may lay down worry free and comfortable as hell, once again thank you, take care
hopeur feeling better
thankyou that was so nice so heres a hug back
Well I have been living with an addict on and off for 14 yrs. Always hoping this time he will stay clean. Well it never works out, the lies start, the excuses etc. It always starts out with the drinking usually with me keeping on top of him we work together to keep him clean,very hard to live like that. But its the I love him factor! This time he has gone on for 9 months, I cannot handle it anymore so I threw him out as usual. Trying to break this vicious cycle. Any help out there?
I was implanted with 3 stents at age 40-Did all the right thngs, stopped smoking , drinking and dieted- But in the last 2 years I keep yoyo with my weight and don't eat the right things..I am struggling to get back on track cause I feel like crap.
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I guess your basic story. Been with an addict ona nd offf or the last 15 yrs..It is sheeer torture don't know why I continue to think I can help him. But have made some stirdes threw him out last year and he is still out. But he still thinks their is nothing wrong. Its all in My head..How many of you have heard that one. Well I haev eben on this site aehile just came acrosss this group.
Chronic back ailment for many years
I suffer from severe leg spasms 1/2 after I try to go to bed. This has been ongoing w/o relief for about 4 yrs.My dr. thinkd it may be rls.