How Life can change in a day!
January 18, 2009 1:02am
Its unusual how in an instant our outlook on life can suddenly change, well not exactly change but be perceived in a different perspective. Ive been …
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jquangsong
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jquangsong
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About Me
Regroup and Reinvent myself! Thats what lifes about for me today! Im done with hateing Life and now its time to find peace of mind! I think Im getting closer every day. Its a slow laborious process but worth the effort! Happy, Joyous and Free! More will be Revealed! True happiness is not a destination, its a Journey!
Regroup and Reinvent myself! Thats what lifes about for me today! Im done with hateing Life and now its time to find peace of mind! I think Im getting closer every day. Its a slow laborious process but worth the effort! Happy, Joyous and Free! More will be Revealed! True happiness is not a destination, its a Journey!
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Createing a new Me!!!
December 20, 2008 1:31am
All my life Ive searched for that nagging answer of who I am and to this day I have yet to answer that. But a few days ago I came to an enlightening …
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Hugs---it's been awhile---sorry I've been a little down, but I'm getting back to people as I am able. Great to see that green smiley stil there!
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Hi handsome. Oh, boy, when things get busy, they get really busy. I am doing really well today, and hope you are finding joy. I bought myself some clothes for an interview on Friday, and visited a friend in need, in person (not in that order!). We're down to one car, so I have to fit things in, when I can. It's always SO great to hear from you, my adorable friend, thank you! Many hugs!
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionIm a 35 byear old father of a beautiful daughter. I have been dealing with depression all my life but in the last 7 or so years it has become unmanagable. I think my divorce was my trigger. Before the divorce my depression would come and go but now its with me almost every day. I have been through 4 different hospitals and was diagnosed with depression and bipolar. I have been on several meds which never seem to work. I hope to get some help here.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- within 2 weeks symptoms were back
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- therapist moved and the one that took over was useless
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- I was on seroquel to help me sleep
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- another sleep aid
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- symptoms came back
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Im not consistent enough for a definitive analysis
- Zoloft Not Working
- within 3 weeks symptoms were back
Close Bipolar Disorder
Im not sure if this is what my disorder is even though I have been diagnosed with it. I do have the highs and lows but typically it is the lows I experience. Im pretty positive Ive been like this since I was real little. Most of it came about the time I was given up for adoption. That is my major issue. I have a real hard time with dealing with that. My adoptive parents are not supportive at all and basicaly want to act like its all in my head and that I just need to grow up.
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- I was on it for about a year. No it did not work.
- Depakote Not Working
- I was on this in combination w/ Zoloft if I remember correctly. No it did not work.
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Im not to good at shareing in groups. I feel like people are judgeing me and it makes me uncomfortable.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- I was prescribed this for my insomnia. It did work but left me groggy all day.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- It seemed like it worked for awhile but even w/ the dose change I went back to feeling the same way after a few months. Sometimes I felt like I was on a boat when I was on it.
Open Adoption
Type: Open AdoptionI am a 36 yr old adoptee. Im from Korea and have been in the states since I was 5. I have been searching for my birth family for @ 15 years with little luck. I have been searching for support from people that can relate to my story. I hope I have found it!!!
Open Phobia
Type: Social Phobiai dont know if I truly have a Phobia but I hate rejection and avoid it at all costs. I will even sabotage a relationship if I feel its going to happen. Childhood was probably the worst experience of my life. I was given up for adoption at 3 or 4. Adoptive family was insane. Divorced within a year after adoption. Disasterous divorce. Alot of chooseing sides. Alot of hate and resentments for eachother. Alot of Negativity. Today is different. I enjoy life a little.
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- Acceptance Working / Worked
- Dont know if letting go is the word to describe the process but acceptance might be beter. Learning to live with the pain as it comes and understanding how I react tp certain situations helps me to try and change my actions to a more positive course. Dosent work yet with relationships. But with practice Im sure I will get better at it.
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