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nikkimc41 
When do we learn to trust our feelings? I am so out of touch with how I feel that I am waaaaaay confused. I have never had a stable relationship (married three times to addicts or alcoholics). My best friends of 20 years (they are a married couple) are interested in forming a threeway "marriage." When I was manic (a short two weeks ago) it seemed like a great idea-now I'm freaked out on the idea of being with anyone-I don't pick well and I screw up the relationships I do have. These are the people though, that were there this weekend when I had my seizure-they have helped me and truly love me-I know that.......I am in total shut down mode, I haven't been able to talk to anyone about any of this. I love these people!!
