Journal

Well, I am back among the working again.  The job is pretty stressful and there is a lot to learn.  I thought of giving up after just a couple of days, but I have so far stuck it out.  I have to start running monthly reports beginning tomorrow and that is very overwhelming.  I hope I can do it with out getting sacked.  If I do get sacked, I will probably apply for disability since I will not have been able to hold down a job.  The people are pretty nice and helpful though.

Margaret is going on business trips next month and that will leave me alone in the house with the shotgun, so lets hope the meds keep working and I dont do anything stupid.  The thought only crosses my mind a couple of times a day now which is better than being obsessed with how and when to do it.  I also have my backpacking trip to look forward to, if people dont keep backing out on me.  we will see what the next few weeks brings.

More later -s-