house wife, i have been common-law married for almost four years, dont have any kids and i never will, not by choice, the cancer choose for me. my philosophy for the past year is i dont have one...i don't have any passions and i don't know anything that i'm going to do later in life. so far this cancer has consumed my soul. more like devoured it. i'm so empty and alone and scared.
house wife, i have been common-law married for almost four years, dont have any kids and i never will, not by choice, the cancer choose for me. my philosophy for the past year is i dont have one...i don't have any passions and i don't know anything that i'm going to do later in life. so far this cancer has consumed my soul. more like devoured it. i'm so empty and alone and scared.
cancer has eaten all of my interests, hopes, dreams, soul, humanity, passions hobbies. i'm a shell of a human, or what a human was once if i was ever whole. it was so long ago, i can't even remember the last time i smiled, laughed, felt well.
cancer has eaten all of my interests, hopes, dreams, soul, humanity, passions hobbies. i'm a shell of
March 28, 2009 4:24pm
another day gone by.... and here i am still waiting 2 find a cure or 2 b left alone & die. i don't write very often cuz i don't want 2 b …
September 27, 2008 7:44pm
ok!!!!!!! so like here i am, thinking i'm going to hear bells ring an truths told.... boy, was i wrong!!!! all the same people who were hateful, …
August 22, 2008 7:46pm
it's been awhile!!! my cancer has spread to my lungs and such!!!! they tell me i have 6 months .......................... fuck it!!
March 27, 2007 10:38pm
well, another day gone by.... i'm just here doing nothing.... haven't written in awhile. hugs to all ya'll. just got out of the hospital. had a big …
March 26, 2007 3:21pm
i've been in the hospital for awhile. i got internal radiation and something went wrong. write more laters!
Hugz you're in my prayers
baby if you still need help let me know i've been gone awhile love kalei
From Mckenzie
August 22, 2008
Please know that you are in my Thoughts and Prayers. Mckenzie One day at the time. ps: I am here for you.
thought you could use a hug!!!!!
I wanted to share with you something that a friend used when she had a late stage of cancer. She used a product called XanGo to help her fight the nausea and boost her immune system that she lost during the cancer. She did what was called the "21 day challenge" she took a bottle a day for 21 days, followed by a half a bottle a day for the next 21. She was actually able to stay at work because the XanGo had helped prevent sickness from chemo, and not only that it actually helped her get through the treatment sooner (she went through only 1 stage of the chemo instead of 4). This mangosteen juice helped her so much. Here is some research on pubmed i found on a molecule called Garcinone E in the fruit, which my chiropractor told me about: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/entrez... look at the very last line. It had a price to it, but a bottle a day (6oz 4 times a day along with at least a gallon of water per day to flush out the toxins in your body) was well worth it because it saved her so much agony, and even thousands of dollars of Chemo she didn't have to have and money for work she didn't miss. here is a story how this botanical had been used for thousands of years http://mymangosteen.com/video/joes... I hope this juice can improve the quality of your life like it has for ours... God bless you and i wish you best of luck and plenty of prayer! www.healingfruit4you.com (q & a site, ordering, general info) It had a price to it, but a bottle a day (6oz 4 times a day along with at least a gallon of water per day to flush out the toxins in your body) was well worth it because it saved her so much agony, and even thousands of dollars of Chemo she didn't have to have and money for work she didn't miss. here is a story how this botanical had been used for thousands of years http://mymangosteen.com/video/joes_... I hope this juice can improve the quality of your life like it has for ours... God bless you and i wish you best of luck and plenty of prayer! www.healingfruit4you.com (q & a site, general info)
got preg. in nov.04 missed feb. 05. painfull sex followed with depressin. i finally found dr. who was a quack said nothin was wrong gave me all std n hiv test. finally changed dr by then cancer was rampent. no kids of my own, but wanted them very much. now overwhelmed with cancer and all that come with it had to move for treatment back home with mom, my husband and his daughter live with us. it is so hard all the time to look at her and know i will never have a baby in my belly and will never be called mom
i cut. more now again that i have cancer
