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SargeBayly 
9:15am, August 2, 2008
Johnnie Boy is almost catatonic I feel like life should have ended some place like Iraq I want to hold my wife so bad I want to talk to her face to face not on the friggin phone Joe and Sarge want to break her out of prison my feelings for God at this time are ugly I am trying to get a grip as Rachel would say Tommy knows where there are razors I can't get him to tell us where this is when he has the edge when we are all in turmoil I haven't slept since yesterday afternoon early afternoon and I didn't sleep much before that and I don't get to see my Dr till the 8th of Jan.
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sometimes I hate being DID and then other days I love having it on days like I had Christmas day when I feel like my life is useless are the days I hate having it but I also know that those are the best days to be DID because I don't have to handle it alone of cause I have friends that I can and do lean on them but ultimatly we have to deal with it ourselves
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