What is wrong with me???
July 28, 2008 3:43pm
I can't deal with this anymore. Night after night the assault I went through keeps coming back to me in nightmares, regular dreams, and …
Goal Completed on Jul 24, 08
widdget79
3:02pm, July 24, 2008
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About Me
widdget79
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About Me
I'm a full-time care giver for an almost 90 year old Alzheimer patient. I recently (6/22/08) finished school and graduated with an Associate's Degree in Criminal Justice. I am very proud of myself. I plan on continuing my education so that I can become a Youth Counselor. I am also BiPolar, suffer from severe depression, social anxiety, an slight agoraphobia. I am a victim of several areas of abuse: verbal, emotional, mental, physical, and sexual. I am trying to work through yet another sexual abuse situation. In other words I am moody and keep to myself a lot. I'm not big on having a huge list of friends, so the few I have I'm extremely close to, for they help me in ways they don't even understand!
I'm a full-time care giver for an almost 90 year old Alzheimer patient. I recently (6/22/08) finished school and graduated with an Associate's Degree in Criminal Justice. I am very proud of myself. I plan on continuing my education so that I can become a Youth Counselor. I am also BiPolar, suffer from severe depression, social anxiety, an slight agoraphobia. I am a victim of several areas of abuse: verbal, emotional, mental, physical, and sexual. I am trying to work through yet another sexual abuse
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Interests
Since finishing school, I have been given the chance to enjoy my hobbies and interests again. I enjoy doing jigsaw puzzles, reading, spending time with my loved ones (which includes my friends), writing, doodling, and making earrings for my mother.
Since finishing school, I have been given the chance to enjoy my hobbies and interests again. I enjoy
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Ahhh
April 21, 2008 11:44am
So I'm down to my last two classes for school. God it's been a long trip but the end is finally near. Just over 9 weeks before I head to …
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Memories
April 10, 2008 10:44am
No, I’m not singing the song from Cats. I’m talking about the flashbacks I’ve been having since I got out of therapy on Tuesday. I …
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About My Big Brothers #1 & #2
April 3, 2008 1:52pm
Well, Mom and I got news yesterday that my brother Mike's Army National Guard Reserve Unit is having their going away party on May 4th. When I …
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I'm sorry you're feeling bad. I don't know exactly how you feel, but I'm with you.
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A New Support Group For Abuse Survivors http://dailystrength.org/groups/su...
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You're not crazy.
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hugs to you, I feel for you. Sorry you have to deal with that. My heart goes out to you and hope your safe
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special hugs coming your way
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Support Groups
Close TMJ
I was recently diaginosed with Arhitis of the jaw, which upon research I found is in the TMJ disease family. It has taken nearly 2.5 months for my doctor to figure out what was wrong with me. Right now I'm on anti-inflamatories, but I'm not having any relief from them.
Treatments
- Mouthguard Considering
Close Bipolar Disorder
I'm a 29 year old female Bi-Polar patient. I was diagosed in 2006. It's a day I'll never forget to be honest. Some of my family does not believe in mental health diseases so it's hard to "fit in" when it comes to family functions.
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Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI was diagnosed as clinically to severely depressed back in June of 2002 after finally putting my pride aside and asking for help.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- I had to come off this because I was having an unknown side effect.
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- This stuff is wonderful!
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- This only worked for me for about 3 months.
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Wonderful sleep aid!
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Worked for a short time.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Worked for a short time!
Open Anxiety
I started with social anxiety at a young age, something like 14. I'm still in the process of learning how to deal with it.
Open Restless Legs Syndrome
I've been suffering from RLS for years. Since 1998 to be exact. It's only been in the last 1.5 years that I've been on medication for it
Treatments
- Requip Working / Worked
- I cannot go without this med!
Open Sexual Abuse
I am a recent victim of sexual assault. I was sexual abused years ago by a boyfriend so this recent event has brought about all those horrible memories of the first time. I am so petrified of men right now and I don't know if I'll ever feel safe around them again.
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