On anyway Peop;e seem too hate me!So i tell the truth right now about me and i put true feelings in it...I was somebody else since 1984 until 1998...i was a gangster...but its so fuck top cose even if i have change! people are still affraid of me!!!!
On anyway Peop;e seem too hate me!So i tell the truth right now about me and i put true feelings in it...I was somebody else since 1984 until 1998...i was a gangster...but its so fuck top cose even if i have change! people are still affraid of me!!!!
I know then i want too be free! At all cost!Always tell the truth even if that truth cost your life, never let my depress mind overtake my life.Found true love if it can be found.Or die alone like destiny is made.
I know then i want too be free! At all cost!Always tell the truth even if that truth cost your life,
July 21, 2008 4:55am
Hi everybody's!
An other day's on this earth..i feel like an old man whit nitro in he's pocket...
when i say why i take those too …
July 19, 2008 2:16am
He wats-up everybody's!?
In Canada is raining every where!Temperature fall to 20 celcius so its more cooler now.
i was toasted but now …
July 16, 2008 6:51pm
I wrothe too my brother to say then i'm sorry and i forgive him for saving me from suicide.
I say a prayer for mommy and daddy in a wish of …
July 15, 2008 4:17pm
I did burn a lot of wood this weekend and also burn a lot of calories in the same time!
Im weak but i pass over it cose otherwise i will be in …
July 12, 2008 4:28pm
I was so hurt and weak the i fell on my pc all night!
well no matter,i look for this to happen and it hapen,so i got to sleep when its time or …
dont get on much any more but the person i miss the most on here is you. yu still have a special place in my heart and i love and care for you. if you are able i would love to here from you. i will never forget about you or stop loving you, ever.
Happy new year
i know we havnt talked for so long but i am still here. you are always in my thoughts. hope the new year is better to you and you can find true happiness. love you.
my heart belongs to you and aches for you. it has been so long. are you out there? i have been able to get on a little more. please, i would love to hear from you. life is such a struggle. i feel as if i am barely existing, this is not life and if it is it sucks. i know you struggle too and i want you to know that i am here for you and care about you so very much. please right me, i am waiting.
Hey, don't know if you're still here, or if you even still remember me. I am soooo sorry I was not here for you. My computer broke down, and so on...I really miss talking to you, so if you're still out there, write me. I am here for you anytime. xoxoxo
Progress
5 %
Both daddy and mommy are dead mother by suicid and my daddy by desease so im alone now in this world
Im suppose too weight 165 pounds but i fell down to 107 pounds and sometime i don't eat for 4 day's like now.
self injury for about 23 years and am in the recovery path with a lot of help.
I did drink almost a truck of crown special whisky but now i don't drink no more and don't smoke either thanks too the internal council.
I did get rape by tons of guys since i was 4 yrs old until i was 14 yrs old...I trow my self in front of a car when i was 6 yrs old cose i was not knowing how too deal with this situation.
I just knew yesterday the bad new! My valve and myocard are failing and am only 29 years old!!
