Finally
December 4, 2008 10:18am
It's finally gone. And gone for good i hope.
After almost 5 years... it's finally gone... hopefully for good.
I'm in love, and …
Goal Completed on Sep 28, 08
Confizzled
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About Me
Confizzled
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About Me
I have the most amazing boyfriend who i love to death... At the moment he's the only one keeping me afloat
I have the most amazing boyfriend who i love to death... At the moment he's the only one keeping me afloat
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Journal Entry for September 28, 2008
September 28, 2008 9:39am
I haven't been on in a while.
For the first time in years i'm happy.
Genuinely happy.
Amazingly happy.
The storm is over, …
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A change?
June 14, 2008 11:22pm
I know most of what i'm going to write today will seem absurd... but i dont care.
I dont even know how i feel anymore. Last week i felt …
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Journal Entry for June 6, 2008
June 6, 2008 5:54am
Well... It's been almost four months. Everything was going great. Like. amazingly... thus the lack of entries for a while. Everything just slowly …
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Better
April 10, 2008 5:27am
Well, things are kinda going better now... I can walk with my leg bent (both crutches though), but it's been over 2 months now... :(
hmm...
I dont …
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Hey there did you know there's a place is DS for us Aussies and all the Aussie-lovers out there. It's called The Aussie Group. Come join us at http://dailystrength.org/groups/th... Huggles
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Actually he started to call again :( i answered tho and told him that i wasnt interested and to stop he called me tho today again but only once i dont know really what to do the police cant do anything since he technically hasnt even met me yet
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thankyou for your advice! i Talked to my cousin and i also talked to the guy and said i was not comfortable meeting him and to please stop calling me and i havnt heard from him since so hopefully that was enough
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hang in there chick
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you keep strong girl, your worth it
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Its not that effective, but hmm
- Running Not Working
- This was THE thing that helped me. Excersise and running freed me, completly... but now i can't run...
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I don't know if this is what it means, but occassionally, at very stressful times, i tend to write down what's happened to me, as if i was watching a movie. I find it helps a bit, it's really upsetting re-reading it though because i pour all my emotion out into it.
Close Accidents
Exactly one month ago, i was doing a backbend at a friends birthday party which i have done hundreds of times before, however i dislocated my knee, and the cartlidge ripped away from the bone.
Treatments
- Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I'm currently going to Physio to help gain my muscle back
- Surgery, Hand Working / Worked
- I had a 3 hour operation on my knee to nail the catrlidge back to the bone, i'll now have yet another scar
Open Arrhythmias
Type: TachycardiaI was born with SVT, it was discovered when i was three years old. I still have memories of my head being dunked in a bucket of ice cold water with ice cubes... and i can still 'feel' it. *shudders*. I had to take pills for it up until my procedure.
Open Stress Management
I'm currently in my final year of highschool and i just missed a month. I'm incredibly stressed
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Music does calm me
- Physical Exercise Not Working
- It did work... incredibly well... but now i cant excersise becuase of my knee
Open Self-Injury
I was seriously depressed for three years up until midway through 2007. However in the past couple of months its all come flooding back in. And so has the cutting.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- One of my best friends can relate... she's really helpful... but it doesnt really stop me from doing it... i always feel better once i do.
Open Bereavement - Teens
I know it sounds really lame and alot of people wouldnt think it was a big deal. But my best friend in the entire world was my darling kitty. He was a year older than me, and just after his 18th birthday, he became really ill... It turns out he had cancer and was completly deaf adn blind. We had to put him down. It was the saddest day of my life. He was everything to me. He wasnt just a cat, he was almost human...
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Too Soon to Tell
- Idk if its working... i think ive just ignored the pain...
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- I kept his collar and the jumper i was wearing the last time i hugged him... it's in a box together with a photo of him.
- Scrapbooking Not Working
- I tried doing something like this, it only upset me more though :(
Open Pet Bereavement
I actually wrote my story in the human bereavement section. My kitty was the closest thing to me, and he was more like a human to me than an animal...
Open Pregnancy After Loss/Infertility
When i was 11 i discovered a strange lump on my stomach, after various operations the doctors still dont know what it is, however it could affect my ability to have kids which kills me becuase i adore children...
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI'm not even sure if i do have an eating disorder, i just know that occasionally i get terrified that i'll get fat so i'll either eat little ammounts of very healthy food, or nothing at all... and im fairly sure thats not what you're meant to do...
Open Blindness & Visual Impairment
Type: OtherIt's not that huge of a deal, just annoying because i no longer notice. I have a lazy eye (amblyopia), i was born with it and as a child had eye patches for a LONG time. Was given excersises YEARS ago, never did them
Open Anxiety
I get anxious and begin to shake every now and then when i stress out.
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- It does help a little... helps to relax me...
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Didnt really help to just think possitively.
- Green Tea Somewhat Helpful
- I know it sounds rediculous but green tea really calms me down
Open Insomnia
I find it very difficult to sleep at night.. it sometimes takes up to an hour and a half to get to sleep, but even then, the earliest i can get to sleep is 1am. and i have to be up the next morning at 7 for school. :(
Treatments
Open Depression - Teen
Just depressed... over a lot of things...
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Was working
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Was working a bit
- Music Working / Worked
- Enya's helping me atm :)
- Pets Working / Worked
- Was... but then my gorgous kitty died
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Kinda helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- It is a temporary solution
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