what im trying to do
March 1, 2009 10:09pm
Trying to lay my life down, so a stranger can live Im taking what i need, but taking less than i give Closing every day, …
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foreverscarred
10:47pm Saturday
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About Me
foreverscarred
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About Me
I'm 20 taking a year off from college as dealing w. moms death was too much t handle on top of school responsibilities. I have been suffering from depression on and off for 10 years and suffering from suicidal thoughts for almost a year. Grief is a hard thing to deal with as i am slowly finding out....have basically no friends in rl except the horses but they cant talk back so i guess that doesn't count......
I'm 20 taking a year off from college as dealing w. moms death was too much t handle on top of school responsibilities. I have been suffering from depression on and off for 10 years and suffering from suicidal thoughts for almost a year. Grief is a hard thing to deal with as i am slowly finding out....have basically no friends in rl except the horses but they cant talk back so i guess that doesn't count......
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Interests
horses, reading murder mysteries, singing
horses, reading murder mysteries, singing
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foreverscarred updated their status 10:47pm
Given up completely…
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what am i gonna do
February 20, 2009 1:21am
a lotta shit has gone down since that nite brett faked an attempt....had a whole range of emotions....i still hate him for the joke and for his …
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Demons
January 6, 2009 10:06pm
Sometimes they're in a bottle Sometimes a pair of high heel shoes Some come rolled in paper Some have six strings and only play the blues Once …
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back
September 11, 2008 9:51pm
spent several days at the lake...been thinking and praying and trying to forgive....i dont remember all that happened but i spent a lot of time …
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iam wishing you happiness and peace,LV blue
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One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't "anymore". No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say"I love you."
So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.....And old cars... And children with bad habits and report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it.
Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a sister-in-law after divorce. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what.
Life is important, like people we know who are special.. And so, we keep them close!
I received this from someone who thought I was a 'keeper'! Then I sent it to the people I think of in the same way.... Now it's your turn to send this to all those people who are "keepers" in your life, including the person who sent it, if you feel that way. Suppose one morning you never wake up, do all your friends know you love them?
I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said.
Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile J can do. And just in case I'm gone tomorrow.
I LOVE YA!!!
Live today because tomorrow is not promised..
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I give my friends evening roses for a special gift. They grow only in twilight, and as long as they never see full sun, they are immortal. And you have taken the hand of an old man who is held in turn by a hand that has never lost a friend, a battle, or a soul. Be safe, and be at peace. I am not the only friend you will make here. We need you in our community. Please post often, make friends, and keep coming back. You will heal.
I’m With You
hold on
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I wish there were some magic words that I could write to take away your pain.
People do CARE !!! Keep writing .......
It is very hard to lose your mom. Will almost be a year that my mom was killed, it seems like yesterday. .
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Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- any kind of positive thinking bring back strong memories of mom which brings on the crying episodes....
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Will never go back to counseling....
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- no one understands me rite now
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- write in blog on myspace -- member of 6 forums - helps but usually not for long
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