Journal Entry for March 17, 2008
March 17, 2008 7:59am
Well today is the 18 march 2008 and ive just joined this website in the hope that i may find others who think and feel the way i do. i dont know if …
bengaltiger1975 
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About Me
bengaltiger1975
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About Me
i am a 32 yearold male. currently unemployed by request of my doctor as i usually drive big rigs for a job but with the way my brain is working at the moment we feel it wise for me to NOT be in control of something that heavy and dangerous. i have a very loving wife who tollerates a whole lotta crap from me an i have 2 sons and a (9 week old) daughter and they are my pride and joy.
i am a 32 yearold male. currently unemployed by request of my doctor as i usually drive big rigs for a job but with the way my brain is working at the moment we feel it wise for me to NOT be in control of something that heavy and dangerous. i have a very loving wife who tollerates a whole lotta crap from me an i have 2 sons and a (9 week old) daughter and they are my pride and joy.
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Interests
my family, big rigs, wild cats, and alot of others that im hoping will change with time.
my family, big rigs, wild cats, and alot of others that im hoping will change with time.
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionas a child i used to sit and cry and i never knew why i was crying. we never really thought to much about it back then as depression is only starting to be recognised as a problem here within the last 10 years. as a teenager i had several suicide attempts. and that just made me worse cos i just kept thinking im so useless i cant even kill myself properley. now as an adult i went to seek help for my thought patterns as it was becoming harder and harder to not act out on my thoughts.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- this is the third lot of medication we have tried and so far im undecided if it really is working. i think maybe i have been depressed so long i dont know what to look for to tell if the meds are working or not. i know im sick of drinking so much darn warter cos i always have the dry horrors all the time now and im sick of feeling tired and not being able to sleep.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- this was working but after the doctor told me to stop working it just became too expensive to continue. Y ARE OUR MEDS SO EXPENSIVE?????????
