Sneshinka's Journal

Really I am not sure if it's sad or happy, or a lil of both. Since I moved from Seattle to Idaho life been going alright here. It's lonely though because I don't have any friends here yet. My fiance been doing great... I am so real proud of him. His probation officer is currently on his side.. he has gone very far from where he was at before. He goes to meetings and recently quiet smoking using a patch. So far so good.. I try not to think of the future just because it's unexpected. I am happy where I am today.. don't get me wrong it took a lot of days and nights to get their. We all still have our moments at times.

But he is leaving on may 22nd for a months for a job down at the hot springs, which is about 6 to 7 hours drive. I'll miss him. The times we been apart for while was when he was in jail. This time I know is different.. but I remember how hard it was to be away.

I been trying to come with something to keep me busy while he will be gone. We did just tryin to start out a garden etc.. and I want to start working out in the evenings, and I am working as well. Maybe all that will keep me busy and help me. If we talk once a day too.

I am staying with his brother who is a pain in the butt he lives with us. But we'll see.. I need to try to stay positive as everything is going so well for us right now. Bills get paid on time, we both work, and etc... 

but any comments welcome or emails...

larisa