Bigsbytwo's Journal

And I still am having trouble with the higher power.... I asked my self these questions while I was at church today... I asked : Is this God that the pastor is talking about the same God (Higher Power) That I am struggling with...  And the answer I came up with is yes.. He is.. Because the BB and the Bible say the same thing about God... The BB is put in layman terms and tells you steps to get there and the Bible dose the same and show you how to get there... I just wish I could get it... Maybe God wants me to look in to it more because he has a plan for me .... I can't see God hiding from me and letting me fail... I know he is with me... And I would really like to have his will in control of my life... Because I am just not smart enough to make the right choices... So I really have to learn to pray every day,... I mean really give it my all and then be silent for a while ,kind of a meditation time and really set the time aside each day twice a day for God alone..