just trying to find me.
March 16, 2008 2:04pm
i just wanted to see if this helps me find myself again. It still feels like most of me died when she did and she wouldnt talk about what i should do …
lonelyoutdoorslover 
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lonelyoutdoorslover
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About Me
I am 47 years old and lost my wife of 14 years to cancer last May 20 she was only 45. We got 1 year & 1 day before God called her home. I wish she would of talked about what to do when she was gone but she wouldnt go there. She always would say see you in the morning. We new she was getting bad but now what. I feel like i am the one in limbo.
I am 47 years old and lost my wife of 14 years to cancer last May 20 she was only 45. We got 1 year & 1 day before God called her home. I wish she would of talked about what to do when she was gone but she wouldnt go there. She always would say see you in the morning. We new she was getting bad but now what. I feel like i am the one in limbo.
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thnx/n i hope ur days r sweet n ur nights dreamier...kira
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I hope you are feeling a little lighter, I know exactly how horrible a loss like this feels. My mother, my best friend, died nine years ago and I still miss her more than words can express. I have been on anti-depressants ever since, but they don't help. I pray your pain eases enough for you to be able to breath without wishing you wouldn't. God Bless. Candy
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Thank you for the prayers love krikkett
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I am so sorry you lost your beloved wife. I am faced with losing my mom,best friend,to lung cancer soon. Hoping to find comfort here& give/receive support~GOD BLESS
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Close Lung Cancer
I have already lost her to lung cancer. Last May 20 I just need another outlet.
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseLost my wife in may of 2007 and i cant find anyone that wants to hear about her any more except for her parents. Thank God they will let me say any thing i want and they will listen.But I think i may be wearing them out to because her mom told me she dreamed that rhonda told her that i needed to move on but i dont want too.
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- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- it worked for awhile until you slow down then you start thinking about them again.
- Music Considering
- never listened to country but i do now because they speak of God and love
- Pets Not Working
- 6 months after i lost her my german sheppard died she was old but it didnt help
- Prayer Working / Worked
- working i hardly ever went to church and i find it hard to miss now .it seams to easy some of the tension.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Too Soon to Tell
