The old....."No one understands me" lie.....
August 5, 2008 3:17pm
When we as addicts begin to lie to ourselves.....well, we're in trouble..... BUT when we start to believe the …
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Tomr4868
2:52pm, August 5, 2008
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About Me
Tomr4868
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About Me
Musician since I was seven years old. Got involved with the L.A. music biz and the rest is a blurr..... I've been using since I was about 15 I guess. ...addiction runs in my bloodline from way back.
Musician since I was seven years old. Got involved with the L.A. music biz and the rest is a blurr..... I've been using since I was about 15 I guess. ...addiction runs in my bloodline from way back.
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Interests
MUSIC, MUSIC and MUSIC... The making of, production of and creation of MUSIC!!
MUSIC, MUSIC and MUSIC... The making of, production of and creation of MUSIC!!
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The needle and the damage done......
July 26, 2008 3:39pm
So sad, here I am at 45 years of age and I find myself going again, through the cycles of defeat and failure that have haunted my life since I …
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Close Meth Addiction & Recovery
I'm still using and have been off and on since I was about 15. I'm going to be 45 this year and am growing tired of the cycles of defeat and failure.... I have found myself searching out places like this and even looking into recovery & treatment ideas....Today I find myself all the way back to where I started from .... This time is a little differant. At least I have an employer that is willing to hang onto me and a wife (that has no clue) that is trying to understand.
Treatments
- Detox Not Working
- Well....it was forced .....so back I went after a few years sober
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Somewhat Helpful
- Always has me speaking over my life "hi Im tom and Im a user"....so I go use.
Close Sex / Pornography Addiction
Well .....Years ago when I experienced my first injection of meth, the results caused me to have an erection for many hours and most of all I lost ALL inhabitions and the girl that got me loaded (I think) new this would happen thus making it a very memorable first time event....So every time we would get loaded ...off came the garments....leading to a life lived in, on, around, over the bed. ....Many years later I find myself nver being able to or maybe just not wanting to have sex without meth
