randomflour's Journal

What a shitasitc day. Yesterday I had a wonderful day. fought off my emo's very well. today Middle  has this thing that she wants to protect me but she thinks protecting me means hurting me soo bad that i cant leave the house. And today she tried it. about 8 am i started to hurt and get angry she was trying to take over. I fought and i fought So much pain not even my pain meds helped i could barley walk. i left 30mins early. now im achey but not in bad pain. kinda bumbed trying to figure out what i wanna do