Journal Entry for July 22, 2009
July 22, 2009 12:31pm
Well I am feeling really ok. Not great not horrible, but just ok. And I must be honest and just ok is just fine with me. I am still sober …
shellbelle13
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About Me
shellbelle13
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About Me
I was born and raised in columbus Ohio but now live in london with my husband. I lost my father when I was five and my mother and all of my grandparents two years ago. I have a loving and wonderful husband but am extremely depressed. I also have been diagnosed with severe depression recurrent, ptsd, and bipolar. But those things are not all that I am. I am just a human who has gone through some things and is trying to make the most of what I have left. I have been in two very traumatic car accidents which have left me with chronic pain in my neck and back. I also have a 7 inch rod in my arm and seven screws along with plates in my face.
I was born and raised in columbus Ohio but now live in london with my husband. I lost my father when I was five and my mother and all of my grandparents two years ago. I have a loving and wonderful husband but am extremely depressed. I also have been diagnosed with severe depression recurrent, ptsd, and bipolar. But those things are not all that I am. I am just a human who has gone through some things and is trying to make the most of what I have left. I have been in two very traumatic car accidents
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Interests
I love flowers, gardening, and children, although I dont have any of my own. I have worked as a preschool teacher for 13 years until I lost my job due to alcoholism. I try to get to as many meetings as possible and also try not to isolate!!
I love flowers, gardening, and children, although I dont have any of my own. I have worked as a preschool
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Journal Entry for April 27, 2009
April 27, 2009 2:16pm
So I am almost 6 months sober and I am feeling great!! I am not going to lie, it has not been easy to not drink, smoke, and do drugs, but it is …
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Journal Entry for March 27, 2009
March 27, 2009 1:10pm
Ok so I finally made it past the 4 month mark and am well on my way to the five month mark. I am a raging recovering alcoholic and it …
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Journal Entry for February 26, 2009
February 26, 2009 12:03pm
Well I cant believe that I am truely about to be four months clean and sober. I find that I am trying to complicate the hell out of the program …
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hi how are u doing ? i have not been on this site in awhile hope all is well
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You packing? I've packed some chocolate, wine and a heap of high tog duvets.
Good to see you on the f-word.
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luv the kitty cat. so cute
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Pray you had a great week and have a blessed weekebd Aron
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Howdy stranger!! Who's the cute kitty on your avatar?
Hope all is well!?
BG
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Lost mom and gram and grandpa last year. I miss them terribly.
Close Depression
I have been depressed since I was 15
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- It seems to be working
Open Alcoholism
I have been trying to stop drinking for 3 years and have not been able to get more than 3 months
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Somewhat Helpful
- AA Meetings Somewhat Helpful
- Campral Considering
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I have smoked weed almost everyday for the last 10 years. I always dated guys who grew it so it was always around and free.
Treatments
- Pataday Working / Worked
Open Back Pain
Ive had four car accidents only one of which was my fault.
Treatments
- Bedrest Working / Worked
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- Heat Working / Worked
- Naproxen Working / Worked
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- Stretching Working / Worked
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
Before I turned 20 my period was just really painful and debilitating. Now I have that and the emotional stuff. I was diagnosed with pmdd 4 years ago.
Treatments
- Evening Primrose Oil Working / Worked
- This is the second month Ive been using it, and it seems to be helping a little.
- Naproxen Somewhat Helpful
- Oral Contraceptives Not Working
Open Other Heart Problems
my heart has been beating strangely. I had a blood test today and have to have an ecg on monday
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Groups
Ur Not Alone
winnys coven
aa Spoken Here
Adult Children of Alcoholics
Motherless Daughters
coffee corner cafe
Music for the soul
NEED A GOOD LAUGH
Humor Is Healing
Multiple Losses
Alternatives to AA
Depressed Anonymous
Dreamers Anonymous
WOMEN ONLY
the ones left behind..
Support and Hugs
University Depression Study Group
Choose 2B Happy!!!
Twenty Somethings
Club Funny Bone
Survivors poetry healing together
HEALING TOGETHER
Walk with me
Dream Interpretation Group
SHIT Happens !
GHOST HUNTERS of DS
Trying to beat our depression
