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carla7777 
1:14am, March 2, 2009
Sorry i just can't see this ever happing to me,i have never been happy,i have had to much abuse,suffering,lonelyness,pain,and to many bad things happying to me to be a happy person,i don't trust enough to be a happy person,i am to afraid of being hurt,and it is very scary for me ,being all alone all the time now,no one to talk to,no one to visit,liveing in cronic pain 24/7,no hope,no visiters,i cry a lot,just to many crul people in this world,they hurt children,they abuse animals,even your own children abuse there parents,people just don't love each other anymore,all they thing about is money,God why do we live in such a greddy,self centred world,where has all the love gone,so i amy sorry,but i am scard i'll never be happy person before i die,love you all truely,carla7777.....xxxxoooo God Bless you all....Jan.,19th.,2009.....
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I'm sorry you've had such a bad past, but surely you can find something good in life if you look hard enough. Just waking up and seeing the sky, the birds, the trees blowing in the wind. Watching a good movie or favorite TV show, loving a pet and feeling the love in return, making another person sile. There is some good if you look hard enough. I hope you find something good to be thankful for.
Your friend,
Elaine
lanie516
Typo. I meant "smile", and I wish I could see a smile on your face. That would be nice.
lanie516
I believe in who you are and have faith your heart can feel lighter and less burden. I'll keep you in my prayers Carla and I love you very much! I think of you often and hope the best for you. Is it possible for you to get a pet? I am always here if you want to call 303-517-6168 God bless Jennay HUGS
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Keeping you in my prayers daily.
vchen
hey i see things as you do too and have been through very hard things, its really rough its sad its pain its hurt but you can heal we all can just konw that love will do that for us...
i see a cruel cruel world
but in the midst of it all there are loving people :)
there really truly is... and it is because of love
dont lose hope you hang on carla because i know that god has something beautiful just awaiting you in yoru life, for you are good inside and out
i know that bout you you are a beautiful person :)
livingdeadkitty
i love you carla :)
livingdeadkitty
if i lived close to you i would take care of you, know that i would be there for you i would be a true friend love you
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livingdeadkitty
Hi Carls, I too know how hard life has been and can be but you must think positive and get all the negitive feeling out, It is hard but meditating helps. God bless you my friend.
Luv and hugs Gypsylass
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