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carla7777 
1:14am, March 2, 2009
Hi to all my friends i know i am not getting happy very giid but i am very sorry i 'am not getting very happy,because there is just mothing for me to be happy about,in my condinotion,what would i posabilty have to be happy about,all i want to do is hide,so no one can see me..,love,carla7777....xxoo,Feb10th.,2009..
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Sorry i just can't see this ever happing to me,i have never been happy,i have had to much abuse,suffering,lonelyness,pain,and to many bad things happying to me to be a happy person,i don't trust enough to be a happy person,i am to afraid of being hurt,and it is very scary for me ,being all alone all the time now,no one to talk to,no one to visit,liveing in cronic pain 24/7,no hope,no visiters,i cry a lot,just to many crul people in this world,they hurt children,they abuse animals,even your own children abuse there parents,people just don't love each other anymore,all they thing about is money,God why do we live in such a greddy,self centred world,where has all the love gone,so i amy sorry,but i am scard i'll never be happy person before i die,love you all truely,carla7777.....xxxxoooo God Bless you all....Jan.,19th.,2009.....
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I'm sorry you've had such a bad past, but surely you can find something good in life if you look hard enough. Just waking up and seeing the sky, the birds, the trees blowing in the wind. Watching a good movie or favorite TV show, loving a pet and feeling the love in return, making another person sile. There is some good if you look hard enough. I hope you find something good to be thankful for.
Your friend,
Elaine
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Typo. I meant "smile", and I wish I could see a smile on your face. That would be nice.
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I believe in who you are and have faith your heart can feel lighter and less burden. I'll keep you in my prayers Carla and I love you very much! I think of you often and hope the best for you. Is it possible for you to get a pet? I am always here if you want to call 303-517-6168 God bless Jennay HUGS
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Keeping you in my prayers daily.
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hey i see things as you do too and have been through very hard things, its really rough its sad its pain its hurt but you can heal we all can just konw that love will do that for us...
i see a cruel cruel world
but in the midst of it all there are loving people :)
there really truly is... and it is because of love
dont lose hope you hang on carla because i know that god has something beautiful just awaiting you in yoru life, for you are good inside and out
i know that bout you you are a beautiful person :)
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i love you carla :)
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if i lived close to you i would take care of you, know that i would be there for you i would be a true friend love you
hugggies
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Hi Carls, I too know how hard life has been and can be but you must think positive and get all the negitive feeling out, It is hard but meditating helps. God bless you my friend.
Luv and hugs Gypsylass
Hi i am just trying to let you know no matter what i am not a happy person,and never have been,and maybe will never be for me,i am just not happy,and no reason for me to be happy,i even asked my doctor one time why i am not happy,and all he said to me is what is happyness,i am sorry for this but i am just not a happy person,to many bad things have happened to me in my lofe to be happy....Jan.,7th.,2009....carla7777...
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I will pray your happiness to be full and real. God bless you Amen. Find joy in the simple things we can see and feel in Gods creation. Look past your circumstance and seek peace.
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When you have PTSD brain chemicals are depleted so that it is more difficult to experience pleasure. You probably know that. I was diagnosed with PTSD from a traumatic childhood. I am going through more trauma now, but I have experienced peace and even happiness since my diagnosis. Take it a day at a time. A quote that I love is "most people are as happy as they make up their minds to be." I think Mark Twain said that. Peace and love, SARA
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Today you awoke to another day and that in itself is something to be happy about.Look for the positive in things and somewhere hidden in there is something to smile about.__Denny
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love is in your insides and carla you are a beautiful giving person, so you have disabilitys so do we but we were born kicking and screaming and very unhappy but we make ourselves happy, and girlfriend you are the best !
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I wish I could be there for you Carla. I will look for your phone number today to call. I think of you always and send my prayers. You are a flower of God. May you not feel that horrible alone feeling. I pray for you freedom of spirit and sunshine in your soul. You are such a star in my life. Love you, Jennay
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((((Carla)))) love, Nita
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hello Carla how are you doing i am sorry i been so sad this days because i went to the embassy od spain and they want me to renuance of my american citicen so i cant get my dual citizen now i am going to try to work with the american goverment wish me luck is now 11 month the i ahve not see my ex but i still have the house if we dont sale it in time the back will take it away the proble with that is the we have it in for short sale and the bank dont want the price the is saling they want the whole amount so i dont know what is going to happen so i am scare in the same time my ex is not paing me the 75 dollars the he have to pay me thanks god i was be able to get the retirement money the air force is send it to me to y account is alf of what he gets so i have to go to the court to ask so they can force him to pay so i think the i have such a bad time in forgeting him because is not all over i still have to deal with him one way or another my mom is now worst
she dont reconice nobody thabk the my family in spain are taking care of her the are help me to put her in a residential so they can take care of her 24 hours a day it least i can rest i little there but i wnat to be with her
so i pray the all will be over soon i cant not even date because i am worried to meat the man of my dreams and then i have to go to spain i dont want to fe heart again but i know the i dont want to be alone i hope you are doing ok you are such a good person i wish you all the best
is a lot of bad things in this life but people like you make all better your friend allways Mari
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