why?
December 15, 2008 7:22am
hardly no one reads my journals.
so why even bother?
i can write to myself with paper & pen..and i do.
i write tons of poems & feelings for …
softraingirl 
5:25pm, June 30, 2009
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About Me
softraingirl
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About Me
I love the rain, walking barefoot and stargazing. I love to meditate, take long walks and write poetry. I'm trying to recover from grief, anxiety disorder, depression & insomnia. I want to help people here and heal my own inner pain. If you want to know more..just ask me:)
I love the rain, walking barefoot and stargazing. I love to meditate, take long walks and write poetry. I'm trying to recover from grief, anxiety disorder, depression & insomnia. I want to help people here and heal my own inner pain. If you want to know more..just ask me:)
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Interests
My pets:), reading, ALL kinds of music, studying eastern philosophy & the real teachings of Jesus, doing yoga & meditation...plus everything about this beautiful earth, universe & beyond!
My pets:), reading, ALL kinds of music, studying eastern philosophy & the real teachings of Jesus, doing
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Hugbook
I’m With You
I am sorry for your pain, but alot of us have pain to, and some days are better than others
Prayer
Missed you, Rain.
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Get Well Soon!
yeah i know that feeling all to well. Just try to get Happy thoughts OK
I’m With You
Hi-sorry to see that you are not feeling good! I am thinking of you, and hope to see a smiley face real soon. Love and hugs Janine
Flower
thinking of you- hugs and love phil
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
I don't know where to start..I seem to have lost everything & everyone close to my heart..including my parents, my baby & my home. The grief is so deep it feels like a part of my heart is gone forever.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- i find it hard to cry, but when i do it helps.
- Music Working / Worked
- helps me release my feelings..love it:)
- Pets Working / Worked
- yes!..unconditional love!
- Poetry Working / Worked
- is the best...putting words to my feelings is healing.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Is keeping me alive:)
- Remembering Working / Worked
- i try to remember all the happy times & it helps.
- Time Working / Worked
- some of the shock is wearing off with time...but not the pain.
Close Insomnia
I began having insomnia when I was pregnant & it never went away. I lost the baby.
Treatments
- Ambien Somewhat Helpful
- works sometimes.
- Lavender Not Working
- tried it & zero effect.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- i think it helps.
- Melatonin Somewhat Helpful
- Passion Flower Not Working
- i take it, but it doesn't seem to do anything?
Open Depression
I'm just sad a lot and can't seem to get anything done.
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- I LOVE to write! It helps me.
Open Shyness
I've been very shy since childhood. I would even cry and run from Santa Claus at Christmas. It's painful and I feel like hiding all the time. I'm embarrassed at being me.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Yes, I'm finding unbelievable acceptance here.
- Pets Working / Worked
- Yes! Bring on the animals:)!
- Singing Working / Worked
- I love to sing & hum...it calms me.
- Socializing Not Working
- Dating makes me feel worse. I need to feel good in my own skin first.
Open Motherless Children
My mother died when I was under 1 year old. My father got married agein to my step mother whom openly told me she hated me. I was 3 years old. HOW CAN A CHILD DEAL WITH THAT?
