Even more stupid...
December 8, 2008 11:57pm
Ok, so i am even more stupid than before... Why do i put myself in situations where my ex can hurt me much less say awful things. One minute, …
Anne18 
10:59am, May 18, 2009
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Anne18
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About Me
I fell in love with a childhood friend a little over two years ago. After dating for about 6 months I started finding out that he had a drug problem. After 2 long years of unconditional love and support, I'm realizing that I can't make him better until he really decides to get clean for him. I don't want to leave or desert him, but I don't feel like I'm doing him any good staying with him. I'm trying to stick to my guns and not let him back into my life, but I'm struggling. I love him so much and I guess I miss the man that's being burried under his addiction. Just last week he promised he was clean, and I just found pain pills two days ago even stronger than what he was taking before. Where do you draw the line between trying to save someone you can't save and at least trying to get yourself out before you're completely broken?
I fell in love with a childhood friend a little over two years ago. After dating for about 6 months I started finding out that he had a drug problem. After 2 long years of unconditional love and support, I'm realizing that I can't make him better until he really decides to get clean for him. I don't want to leave or desert him, but I don't feel like I'm doing him any good staying with him. I'm trying to stick to my guns and not let him back into my life, but I'm struggling. I love him so much and
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How can he be so mean...? Why does it still hurt?
November 10, 2008 2:24pm
Ok, I only have about 2 seconds because I am completely swamped at work and thinking about all this stuff really isn’t helping me get things …
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What is wrong with me????
November 3, 2008 7:03pm
Why do I let him get to me? I'm so frustrated with myself. He can be so mean/thoughtless/etc and if I call him on it, he try to turn everything …
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And so the cycle continues...
November 2, 2008 2:47pm
Ok, so I guess I just want to say thank you first. It’s nice to be able to vent here without judgment of feeling like someone is going to think …
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just wanted to say "hi"! sorry i haven't been here for quite awhile.been really busy. but just wanted to let you know i'm thinking of you. sending you love....
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I know exactly what you are going through- I've been where you are right now- If you need to talk I'm here for ya....
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