Krissy2's Journal

Okie dokie so I haven't been on here in FOREVER, so much has happened since the last time I wrote. First off the lupus is always flaring so that is a little irritating. I have a constant rash on my arms and usually my face. Not so cute. But no real other things with the lupus I guess. My kidneys are staying stable for function at 40% but super high protein. The doc wanted a biopsy so I went for that and came out more jacked up then when I went in. I ended up getting severe kidney infection and bleeding into my bladder which caused a infection and a hematoma 7cm big!! I ended up getting admitted and stayed ther for a wekk with a cathedar in me becasue I couldnt go to the bathroom on my own!  This is just the beginning, then I find out I have a enlarged liver and a lesion on my spleen which they said could be cancerous. YEP there is still more. Now I started my womanly thing and have been in crazy pain since friday with cramps and I started getting big clots, so they gave me my borth control shot early and I have to be seen for the clots. They said it could be fibroids, I already am waiting to have a hysterctomy because I have the beginnings of cervical cancer. So if my lupus would ever stop flaring I could knock out two birds with one stone and get this womanly stuff over and done with.  My kidney doc sent all my records to this Clevland Group of docs to have them look over them to see if they have a answer for us on how to treat thos high protein thing. He said he never has had to do this before, well HELLO MY NAME IS KRISTIN I will be your most difficult patient EVER!! haha. I think considering all this I am doing okay, I mean at this point what more can they trow at me?? My list is so long of ridiculous stuff why not keep adding. I had to fill out papers the other day for the doc office and it said list your medical history and they gave my three lines!!! UM, EXCUSE ME CAN I USE THE BACK OF THE SHEET??? haha. i mean really  if I were a healthy 30 year old fine 3 lines is enough but that 3 line thing is just getting me started on what is really going on! I am going to try to get back on the renal diet even though I dont really have to I put on some weight after I stopped watching all that and I had lost like 40 pounds after I got of the hospital with my kidney failure. I really dont give a crap about the way I look, like I guess I mean I do care but I am not unhappy I just knwo I could look better. I think more of it is I want to feel better. So that is my mission which is going to be hard since all these holidays are coming up. Well tie for some coffee I have to get my day started it is Halloween so I have a busy day ahead of me.