Sunday, April 6 2008
April 6, 2008 3:41pm
Sunday, April 06, 2008
“Can you explain in detail and in a way to make someone else comprehend and understand the conditions in …
Bremius 
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About Me
Bremius
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About Me
I am 35. I really enjoy bead work, like peyote stitch. I listen to a lot of music, usually to calm me down or keep my mind active. Do to my experiences with amnesia, I have developed a very strict moral center. I never lie, cheat, or steal. I have spent most of my life helping others, literally thousands over the years in my travels. I am also disabled due to severe back pain which has become degenerative. Other than that, I live a very simple and quiet life.
I am 35. I really enjoy bead work, like peyote stitch. I listen to a lot of music, usually to calm me down or keep my mind active. Do to my experiences with amnesia, I have developed a very strict moral center. I never lie, cheat, or steal. I have spent most of my life helping others, literally thousands over the years in my travels. I am also disabled due to severe back pain which has become degenerative. Other than that, I live a very simple and quiet life.
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Interests
Bead work, gardening(I will have to put up some pics of my back yard sometime. it is impressive and uniquely beautiful.) I listen to a lot of music from classical to progressive and everything in between. And I collect music. I love to drive and travel to places I haven't been. I enjoy hiking when I am able. I watch a lot of movies, and play the occasional video game. I really enjoy listening to and helping others in any way I can. You could say it is in my nature to help. And I enjoy getting to know new people. I am very easy going and can enjoy just about anything, even when I am not interested. I can get along with just about anyone. Oh, and I also love to give massages, and I happen to be pretty good at it.
Bead work, gardening(I will have to put up some pics of my back yard sometime. it is impressive and uniquely
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Tuesday, April 1 2008
April 1, 2008 10:49am
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
It is ironic to me that today is April Fool’s Day. And while I didn’t know that until I put the date …
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Journal Update-Thursday, March 13 2008
March 13, 2008 6:33am
Thursday, March 13, 2008
I just finished reading the posts of questions asked by people on the amnesia support group site. It is ironic …
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Journal update-March 12, 2008
March 12, 2008 9:31am
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Well, I knew it wouldn’t last, but at least I got a few more dreams in, even if I didn’t sleep long. …
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Memories sometimes don't come back. I have learned to live without my memories. I remember mostly everything.
Flower
Hey Bremius am recovering from heat exhaustion so am going to bed. just want to pop in since i said that i would and let you know that we can continue shareing our lives tomarrow.
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Hey Bremius later this evening of july 15, i will share afew things that i do that may also be benifitual to you and your daily life. Your not alone and our life can be structed and benifitual and healthy and wonderful. I too deal w daily depression - it just my personal cloud - no big deal - its just a part of my life. I have note books for difrent things if i should temporary forget how to do something and iv trained myself to check my notes. I also have 3 lrg wall calernders and a note book of my daily schedule. i even have schedule when to do household chores and yap even how to operate the washier and drier - if i should have temporary brain glich. My evening schedule support buddy has arrived and wishies to take for a short drive. Chat w you soon.
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I relate to your despair in a big way. I was experiencing blackout periods for several months as a side effect of medications I was on at the time. The feeling of not knowing what is real and what is not is very unnerving.
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Close Amnesia
1989 I was in a motorcycl accident. I smashed 3 of my vertabrae and ended up with retro-grade amnesia and ante-grade amnesia. They say it was caused from shock trauma since there was no indication of head injury. I was 16 at the time. It took 13yrs, but I developed another personality and codes of conduct. Then, just before the millenium, I began getting some of my past back. It has been very disturbing and has lead to sever personality conflicts, insomnia, night terrors, depression, narcolepsy.
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- It helps me to focus my mind, since my mind races with so many thoughts and ideas at once. The memories that come back to me often due so in waves, whether it be small insignificant events like grabbing food from an old fridge or more promenant events. Both are played many times over when they begin, and since I can't shut them out, and in many cases, retain them after remembering them, I use meditation to focus my memories, thoughts, and feelings. Sometimes this helps, sometimes it doesn't
