AxleF's Journal

Well, the study drug didn't work.  We are back home again, off the study;  Today we find out from the oncologist what our options are.  The worst part is the pain,  my little girl is so juiced up on pain meds that she can hardly stay awake, and is still sobbing in pain- (sometimes, not all the time)

  It makes me feel so powerless!    She has been through so much!  It is definitely not fair.  This is the fifth time she is going through this!  I wish cancer was a big ol monster or something, I would kill it with a spoon if I had to!  Give me a toothpick, I would take it on!   AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG