keylee's Journal

well im bck here im tryin 2 keep positive but its all da same problems money n men francis left me n i miss him so much andres callin me but im glad im ova him n i no he wants somthing frm me fuckin user soul jah rung me at da time i was exited but now ive had time 2 think bout it ive realised his waste even though his sexy i really cant b bothered 2 link some1 i no ders no chance of a future with n theo well wots da point ders nothing der but atraction n i dnt even fancy him i just no tecnicly his good lookin im just fed up no matter wot it always comes bck 2 dis me i was right da 1st time its me myself n i i have no friends nothing so wots da point in livin i just wanna b happy n i was happy so happy da happyist ive been in years im neva gonna fall in love again eva no matter wot its 2 dangerous im neva gonna trust ne1 i just wanna sort out my finances coz im in so much debt i dnt no why gods doin dis 2 me in a way i do i no exactly wot ive done bad in life but i dnt no how  fix it ders no way 2 fix it i stole so much wen i was younger but done da ultomate sinn n obviously it ruined my life at da time i will neva go bck 2 it but i still done it i must be a bad person no matter wot francis says bout im just unlucky he dnt no wot ive done only god does all i wanna no is wot im supposed 2 do i dnt no wot 2 do n no1 will tell me n no1 can tell me i feal like im waitin 2 be told dis big secret which is da answer even writin on dis stupid thing aint gonna solve ne problems im just destin 2 live my life like dis its just me